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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

reflecting on my vibecamp experience: i was in hell for like the first 20 hours it fucking sucked then it began feeling easy i had a really good time after that [ft. ballroom dancing with @dancinghorse16]

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

hell: i was so confused i didn’t know why i was there, why i was talking to these people. i felt bitchy and whiny. “waow you’re complaining about being here why are you even here” no felt reason for why i was talking to people

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

in absence of anything that stirred in me to interact, there was a default part of me that interacted, meanwhile i was screaming “NO NO NO” “i don’t wanna interact” “i don’t know what’s going on” “i don’t feel safe” “i don’t wanna live this way forever”

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

“i don’t wanna live forever in a way where i am seeking attention without ever knowing what i want” “it’s not worth it anymore yatharth” https://t.co/msiSrGpZ2z

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

the problem with people-pleasing is people are never forming a connection with you, but rather the version of you you are putting out there so you are still alone

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

interlude: my favourite compliment from the weekend was “even when you’re brooding you feel so present and deep yatharth” LMAO I WASN’T GOING FOR THAT BUT THANKS

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

what changed: at some point i went in my cabin and tried to remember my deepest intention “what would it look like if i actually took this seriously?” https://t.co/SLT4rydb3c

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

i have a really hard time being with myself while being with other people my sole intention at vibecamp is to vibe with myself

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

- i wouldn’t care about missing out on conversations - i wouldn’t feel the constant “oh my god stuff was happening elsewhere” - /i am here/. isn’t that a here?

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

still felt fucking terrible what do you do when even if your closest friends reached out to you you still wouldn’t feel good?

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

cried/struggled/didn’t wanna tell anyone about it/napped/etc. talking somehow didn’t feel like the point

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

at some point i woke up and decided to just follow my body i’d recently been learning about the energy-body from @bonsaioflife, habit-body from Merleau-Ponty https://t.co/X5NDofELoM

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

a lot of people who do IFS just need a massage

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

just decided to brain off, follow wherever my energetic body actually wanted to go https://t.co/ptZybTtfEq

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

no thoughts, only vibe, just be hot and amor mundi

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

there’s a way in which when i walked, things felt lighter. weirder just guided by my sense of what i did or did not want to do https://t.co/NMplunl2P5

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Every day, I just asked myself ‘hey what do u wanna do rn?’ And I am privileged and lucky enough to be able to do whatever the answer is. And over time | didn’t have to ask anymore. My body just told me https://t.co/uswDwgrgj5

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