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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

The Worrying Mind is always trying to hold the entire timeline in mind. Making sure the actions will fit. https://t.co/9qVhSqd3SX

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

I can feel my Worrying mind waking, when I wake up. It helps me feel more kindly towards it,

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

The Unworrying Mind is just here. In the only place where things happen. https://t.co/8wbWigua8A

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

I love how when you walk, the world comes towards you. You just have to wait long enough, and it arrives

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

It’s because of this that the Worrying Mind never actually is able to *experience* anything. A wonderful party, a wonderful summer, they’re both filtered, through many layers of symbols, and it’s kinda nice—“ayy, we had a party!”—but there’s never the sense of real delight. https://t.co/omCXAaBti1

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

it was a pleasant, alone, cope kinda fun. in an objectively messy room i just didn’t know it was possible to be a different way, i wasn’t “aware” i was unhappy, and so i wasn’t https://t.co/NXJHeUmvYJ

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

I lived in an Optimising Mind so long I didn’t even remember/totally believe what truly just experiencing an emotion would mean. https://t.co/m6tNs91xE0

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

When people imagine happiness, they imagine a sugar-coated version of it. If they truly imagined it, it would by definiton feel completing. https://t.co/5sbzjmJkBl

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

It actually was so different to delight me, I wouldn’t really feel delight by the usual things people did. I thought that was it—someone doing this legibly nice thing that seems to make most people delighted—was also supposed to make me feel delighted, but it didn’t.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

There really were other things that did make me feel actually delighted, though; I’ve been discovering what those are. https://t.co/NMplun3rqv

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Every day, I just asked myself ‘hey what do u wanna do rn?’ And I am privileged and lucky enough to be able to do whatever the answer is. And over time | didn’t have to ask anymore. My body just told me https://t.co/uswDwgrgj5

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

So strange. To feel an emotion that feels embodied and True, instead of just optimal. https://t.co/bBx3uAKVTM

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

I didn’t understand what that meant for the first while of my life, because I didn’t feel real. I said what my problem-solving head said was optimal to say. https://t.co/35KoY2PGpy

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