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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

day 13 of moving to the bay area: i feel robotic i want to laugh, cry, 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 more loudly, but i don’t here. i feel a great swell of sound stuck in me people are so easily rattled here, and im so rattled by their being rattled

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

just being a tiny bit extra kind of sends people’s nervous systems to 11, and mine goes to 11, and i can’t do the thing where im weird but calm so other people somehow roll with it or the thing where i just sort of don’t care

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

in asheville, it felt constantly like could cry or break into song, and no one would flinch everyone there has a relationship to grief and earth-based spirituality by default https://t.co/zqusjYjMoD

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthalmost 2 years ago

what was pivotal for me about the grief ritual in asheville and about myths in general is the ability to contact my intensity without rescuing me

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

in LA, i’d make the weirdest movements on the beach. i didn’t care. i was on home turf. people didn’t need to get it. i’d sing on the beach, in my apartment i remember bringing guitars and harmoniums to the beach. ive weeped on the beach. ive danced on the beach https://t.co/Oy5FpvWPqV

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

any harmonium players? i have some questions it's so beautiful https://t.co/c6vE6wEHKA

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i never really thought twice about it, because it just sort of accepts it. Venice Beach is a loud and expressive and vibrant place

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

heck, i would have singing lessons on the beach, and somehow, i’d feel less vulnerable than in singing lessons with others teachers in their homes Venice Beach is chill and loud, it did not flinch at people being loud. it did not flinch at their joy, or at their grief https://t.co/kQdhzBnbJK

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthabout 2 years ago

this is my singing lesson. this is a dance party. it happens right where i live. it happens here https://t.co/IB0pBG2ig9

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i miss life feeling that way, so easily unflinching, and i wish for it to be that way again

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

now im living in a grim suburbia where everyone wants you to be the same flavour of semi-dissociated and if you do anything else, it will be exoticised or flinched away from

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i wish for sound to pour in and out with easily i wish for breath to pour in and out of me with easily i wish for reality to pour into and out of me easily https://t.co/3KHQExjr4q

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

im not totally sure what to do but it's also obvious. find the people, spaces, trees in my life that have unflinching space for me. love them. be me https://t.co/8bGiQkEURE

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

☝️ back to main thread https://t.co/HUIziSnq09

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

a diary of moving to the bay https://t.co/hDxd46blPe

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