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narcissism is living within and presenting a false self. with people who have been adapted to do that since a young age, π£π¦π€π’πΆπ΄π¦ π§π¦π¦ππͺπ―π¨ πΊπ°πΆπ³ π³π¦π’π π§π¦π¦ππͺπ―π¨π΄ πΈπ’π΄ π§πΆπ΅πͺππ¦, there is no great loss in this trade offer
the thing that breaks my heart the most is remembering the futility of the child https://t.co/ajvUsd5BOb
when i say existence, i mean knowing yourself as real. i mean knowing your emotions as real. i mean having ground https://t.co/pyGkdU9DBC
the feelings might leak in, show up confusing volatile ways, but ultimately your connection to self, to π¦πΉπͺπ΄π΅π¦π―π€π¦, to knowing your feelings are real, is more really and viscerally routed through someone else your body sensibly does not give that up.
existence is middlemanned, limited through the bandwidth of what you can get mirrored through others, and you can spend a lifetime hopping between people, trying to get the thing https://t.co/15uFUB1GYg
the thing that literally no one else can or wants to spend a full-time job doing for you unless they donβt know how to do it for themselves too, and need someone else to do it for them (existence) https://t.co/dRXbSzzzZx
giving up codependency begins with self-existence https://t.co/wSCkyGzs1T