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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

my attachment spirals seem to be caused less by people leaving and more by discovering i feel an emotion that is unallowed in relationships

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

then i begin isolating my true emotional state from them and enter what i call “hell”, where i doubt everyone and everything https://t.co/7hjrg3aTIL

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

there’s a specific feeling i call hell it’s own of the worst feelings i know it’s where i question everything and everyone i know. i am unreachable https://t.co/uwfRAOAJby

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

it doesn’t feel like losing the relationship is the big scary thing it feels like hell is the scary thing. the feeling of going back to where i isolate myself and then i resent them more and then i have to isolate more it was horrible. it feels like coming out of a warzone

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

😢 https://t.co/m78cJSNGUZ

yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• almost 3 years ago

“yeah, nothing particularly bad happened to me in my childhood” “yeah, i just treated it like a warzone where i had to isolate everyone from my true emotional state till i made it out” “yeah, i still look behind my shoulder sometimes. to see if the monsters are coming” https://t.co/m2rlzZHCPU

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 2 years ago

every week it feels like im discovering a new feeling that my body thought was unallowed in relationships

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