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there’s a specific feeling i call hell it’s own of the worst feelings i know it’s where i question everything and everyone i know. i am unreachable https://t.co/uwfRAOAJby
i have shut myself down from the core, because i once lived in an environment where i mistrusted everything, and this is how i lived https://t.co/a9V4zpEp4u
hell is forgetting telling my friends was the beginning of the experiences that began disconfirming my experience https://t.co/yz5GgF4G74
regrounding from ground truths i know and trust i build them up from my ground i learn what i trust and don’t trust https://t.co/ZiI8YRaMGl
the ground truth is i have adults on the ground who will take care of logistical and physical needs for me the ground truth is i have a lot of trust in them the ground truth is i have a lot of trust in threading the ground truth is many people here have been kind
i allow myself to have the trust and mistrust i have feel the safety and unsafety i 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 feel instead of experiencing a need to seem like i feel safer soon because my caretakers seem like they’re freaking me out and that freaks me out https://t.co/EuL1s2RW44
