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I wonder which terms for autism are considered hate speech and would have me violating twitter rules for hateful conduct. Is it rude to call someone schizo? I'm very naive about these sorts of things.https://t.co/jmlyeoUWbq
IRL sometimes every other word I use sometimes is a swear. Its extremely hard to not do. One of the reasons I decided to not use twitch despite really wanting to is I couldn't trust myself to not use naughty words.https://t.co/q0Sju4cVYa
"Making mental retardation sentimental did not eliminate all the incentives for obscuring its connection to autism. It should not be surprising that parents and professionals often maligned mental retardation in hopes of lessening the stigma of autism." https://t.co/dU4l6tv6Xc
I wanna call myself retarded.https://t.co/i3iYnUMURP
Is it hate speech if I call myself what I Think I am?https://t.co/Oi7azzHtnB
I'm kinda retarded, and I have the documents.Thankfully I don't wanna kill myself anymore.Talking about wanting to die on twitter is also a way to get banned.https://t.co/LwtFNp70Im
Ask me about my solar anus.https://t.co/g1rhHN18D3
Twitter has every right to delete my account.Report me.https://t.co/OfHrSXmwOm
How do I know if I'm schizo?https://t.co/6F7wH4N5Ib
I literally think I can become a god sometimes.https://t.co/Pnct3o1Cxr
I relate well enough to Terry Davis that I can replicate his thinking.I can literally speak in tongues.https://t.co/9LjxF3YWEF
I am probably more insane than you realize.https://t.co/II1CLgWfbI
Alex jones is boring to me.https://t.co/RY7DLZrw8y
I remember my mom talking to me about human animal hybrids years before Alex Jones even brought that. I'm sitting there snickering because I've known about that stuff since gradeschool, and understood the basics of gentics since before we even had classes on the stuff.
I figured out how to do MkUltra for fun. I write about it in my DMs. https://t.co/EpBzNbhIAm
I write about it because I wanna help people who are sick. https://t.co/ywQsThMz4h
Channeling gods as a form of mimetic rivalry.The great healers of history."we pray to in any form or in any religion are mere means to gather the prayers and funnel it for universal good. The goal is to liberate consciousness and elevate humanity."https://t.co/LnyvUCeo4w https://t.co/XBhOeiGa7F
Most of my core twitter friends are from MIT.https://t.co/FHOEWEvWp0
I literally take a tincture that stops me from clanging.It's a well known symptom of schizo and biopolar.https://t.co/sMsrsrz22qhttps://t.co/dF7TIUnRo1
I've demyelinating disorder of some ilk. Gram has MS.Schizo?"Like bipolar disorder, numerous studies of subjects with schizophrenia have demonstrated multiple alterations (single nucleotide polymorphisms, SNPs) in genes associated with myelin pathways" https://t.co/LOC4OlNxyb
Gottlieb was an idiot. https://t.co/PWAN7UZ9OEhttps://t.co/bFO4H2fusf
I stay with ideas for longer.https://t.co/AW2UFOV1RD https://t.co/lJ7dzJQoU0
I watched "Dirty Pictures" - a documentary about the chemist who (re)discovered MDMA. They had a scene describing impact it had in a psychiatry setting.First think I looked up: https://t.co/33WUH7Eozk - It hits vagus nerve. Screams Gut-brain axis to me.https://t.co/acZa2na9jf
I've never taken MDMA or LSD.https://t.co/mquyatg7P4
But when I have an Idea, I run with it.https://t.co/neyrj2kAq4
I'm self-obsessed, you see.https://t.co/D82W2xnMw1
I can't let an idea drop.Why does alcohol make me feel good?https://t.co/MRB1UhsnMO
I hear disturbing rumors that schizo types like to self medicate with alcohol.https://t.co/5Dgc06yV6s
trauma + stress => metabolic downregulation => immune system stop => more sickness.the immune system shuts down during hibernation.It's Robert Sapolsky's Ideas but applied thru a lens of gut bacteria playing a role in the regulation of metabolism. https://t.co/v0KM0exTgT
IL-6 is neat. Did you know that IL-6 is involved in stress induced hyper-memory?https://t.co/LcPj0y0Tub
The trick here is that IL-6 isn't only upstream of cortisol."It was concluded that the results support the view that cortisol can modulate cognitive processes and that the effects of corticosteroids on cognitive function are selective." https://t.co/UeS5Ql3j4U
IL-6 and cortisol are in a weird relationship, and its easier to think of this as mediated by emotions."indicative of anxiety-specific effects on inflammatory activity, and highlight a pathway by which anxiety may increase risk for inflammatory diseases"https://t.co/kSDja7hFfr
But, while its easier to think of it that way, that is an incomplete model of this space. Because it's a feedback loop and happens in concert with gut bacteria factors.https://t.co/sg8lbWCr93
Sure do know a lot about trauma and anxiety for some reason.https://t.co/fNDVFxdCX4
> anxiety induced💅"Taken together, our findings indicate that alteration of GM in BTBR mice shows relevant sex-associated differences and supports the use of BTBR mouse model to dissect autism associated microbiota-gut-brain axis alteration." https://t.co/zen1qMeXbY
If only there was some mechanism where cortisol was used by gut bacteria to talk to the brain.https://t.co/qeC4zpCuw3
"suggest a pathway of communication between certain gut bacteria and brain metabolites, by way of a compound in the blood known as cortisol. And unexpectedly, the finding provides a potential mechanism to explain the characteristics of autism."https://t.co/kkgs12NwRN
Cortisol is a brain fart.When you're stressed it can cause gas. You see....https://t.co/NvmSMd96rA
I read about pig brains and people talk to me about this movie called upstream color. I haven't watched it yet.https://t.co/NTJs15TPNZ
Cortisol regulation is weird in autism, schizophrenia, and diabetes type 2/pcos.I think a portion of 'inherited' is via vertical microbiome transfer; is perhaps what the genetic inheritance is giving a proclivity for.Microbiome signaling via cortisol: https://t.co/O4GM9n8cS2
Did you know that gender hormones have an epigenetic impact?https://t.co/nhRbvALNKk
@holoentropic @elonmusk Excess stress can also induce metamorphosis tho. Literally drives early puberty. Odd cortisol Reponses in autism seem to predispose early puberty and rapid growth spurts.Oddly puberty can also re-regulate stress response weirdness tied to trauma.https://t.co/eZwPkMTaWh
Wild right?"The main finding of this study is that the cis and trans populations have different global CpG methylation profiles prior to GAHT. Therefore, our results suggest that epigenetics may be involved in the etiology of gender incongruence." https://t.co/t0s9KaljgI
Do I have a good memory because my family's hormones lean femme?"Sex Differences in Episodic Memory"https://t.co/0k0KfGGyvTProbably.
"This is an exciting first step in resolving the mystery of why MS rates are dramatically higher in women and in finding better ways to reduce the incidence of this disorder and control symptoms" https://t.co/12O1Wf30fdhttps://t.co/2ZKWVWUs4M
How is gut signaling the brain re:gaba? Can brain make gaba locally? Why does gaba play a role in intestinal problems. Why does blood brain barrier seem to coincide with intestinal permeability. Why do I have genes that predispose for BBB permeability?https://t.co/6yHLo6NXkH https://t.co/hMlcRg50b6
I have no idea what i'm doing, but sometimes I go to look up female bear dicks and end up discovering the role of immune system regulation in memory formation.https://t.co/81ijM9JnYS
It's amazing how often people mention microglia in the context of memory, but never M.S.https://t.co/p28ghrxsHGhttps://t.co/WCTlMwpv9x https://t.co/9WN5zU7ipm
@nsreed microglia are immune cells that live in the brain. When they don't get enough gamer fuel, the get hungry and eat cholesterol (myelin) from neuronal sheaths. It's likely related to why brain atrophies in long-term depression and maybe why multiple sclerosis overlaps w/ depression.
"Bilbo believes the early infection triggers a permanent change in gene expression, and is now looking at the role of microglial cells in addiction, and the interactions between maternal care and immune function." https://t.co/STjLRW8wpPhttps://t.co/Pi6U8PYBUo https://t.co/CwcKwmnyWG
It's gotta be e-pig-enetic and immune function, right?https://t.co/tkfgvcLxG6https://t.co/BFSIPexsb1 https://t.co/mJUZeA3bSl
Next, you'll be telling me how consuming one of primary precursors for the production of endocannabinoids (one that also contributes to feeding the gut bacteria responsible for serotonin production), ends up protective against PTSD.But muh stress tho. /shttps://t.co/iHI4FmwuJu
Sometimes I make a joke about spikey-blue-pigs and e-pig-enetics. Then an idea about the role of trauma in sonic hedgehog signaling just falls out.https://t.co/t61lnEr1GL
Gut barrier => blood brain barrier.They're related.https://t.co/ZSEWVzxBBs
Why does stress make Alzheimer's (and Diabetes) worse?"There is increasing evidence that chronic exposure to stress is a risk factor for AD and may also adversely affect the course of the disease." https://t.co/13Sh1sxtvE
Do you know what else changes if you have early infections? Well this this study on gut bacteria is from January 2022 and just goes ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯https://t.co/sZcAzcg6jRhttps://t.co/jAxF0Dl5O3 https://t.co/CNwkAMw0X6
"Bilbo believes the early infection triggers a permanent change in gene expression, and is now looking at the role of microglial cells in addiction, and the interactions between maternal care and immune function." https://t.co/STjLRW8wpPhttps://t.co/Pi6U8PYBUo https://t.co/CwcKwmnyWG
Don't get me started on all the studies where we gave rats some kind of antibiotic and they had impaired memory, or the findings around Diphenhydramine. https://t.co/uKVFetnU5S
She was in hospital a lot as a kid with some kind of immune disorder and was on lots of antibiotics, sick most of her life.I was in hospital a lot as a kid with chronic ear infections and lots of antibiotics, constant stomach pain and sickness as a kid.https://t.co/2Cz7JHkHck
And spooky findings around Tylenol impacting memory repair. https://t.co/tGvYkYW4TJ
That might be reversible / mitigatable tho.https://t.co/DQqhh17xGt
"To investigate which mechanism may be involved, we studied the hippocampus, [...] MDMA consumption could affect memory process by altering the neuroplasticity in the brain." https://t.co/kaOKUIGhFXhttps://t.co/eDSSNaRADw
Memory Trigger => Blood blood blood.https://t.co/DTsV8pVM5j
How does one rotate shapes? asking for a friend.https://t.co/TAHM3Iqhy1
Does anyone else have an urge to do mathematics?https://t.co/SizrkCOgPN
"One of the original initiatives of MK-Ultra was to create a “truth serum,” [...] spearheaded by Sidney Gottlieb [...] The driving hypothesis was that in order to control the mind, you needed to place it in a heavily altered state." https://t.co/f76lbtnA4n https://t.co/DFjVVAWBJO
Does anyone have stuff more than mere speculation on what Nick Land was taking during his most productive times? I am being told "amphetamines" but that doesn't mean much since there are so many kinds.https://t.co/xuR9DtUZCT
That thing where I ate dog shit for a month probably cured something tied to Alcohol Use Disorder. I have no idea what or why. https://t.co/gaTqcPTmU3
I think my reaction to IPA is via some kind of immune disruption tied to gut bacteria."This phase 1 trial shows that FMT is safe and associated with short-term reduction in alcohol craving and consumption with favorable microbial changes versus placebo"https://t.co/HBfsaLAPCh
I wonder how many autistic and schizophrenic accounts will get unbanned.https://t.co/SbbnF30a97
I have autism and language issues and many of my friends are schozphrenic. They are constantly banned from platforms for having neurodivergent related issue and mood control problems. I am unwilling to play the latest edition of the game because of it trying to scan my texts.
Gosh, can you imagine if @mimeticvalue got unbanned?https://t.co/y3uY0z8ad8
@eigenrobot @AliceFromQueens I watched a friend - first generation Chinese immigrant with a background working in biotech who's parents were also in biotech - write a piece on common unsafe practices in biolabs. He got banned from twitter, called a racist. a week or two before that tweet.
I would be very happy if I can say "I want to kill myself" and not get banned when I'm suicidal.https://t.co/L2yFbE2WYv
How many people accidentally reverse hippocampus function problems and recover their memory, but still have paranoia. 🙃"the case for the hippocampus as being central to the neuropathology and pathophysiology of schizophrenia." https://t.co/xDt4W2SVwN https://t.co/YfuSSdDJ4L
"DMT is not just in plants, but also can be detected in mammals"https://t.co/807FD0JehKI have no idea what I'm doing, but its sure fun to figure out how to control my natural abilities to spirt walk.https://t.co/Br9tGPbJlT https://t.co/mJ40QWDjgz
Tryptamine (& DMT) in the pineal gland causing synesthesia due to brain wave changes?"Updated View on the Relation of the Pineal Gland to Autism Spectrum Disorders" [2019]https://t.co/usf2lcrC7vhttps://t.co/UiHUIB6SNAhttps://t.co/SV8va4tXzL https://t.co/lyhyKrcmjR
I like playing clue. Ayahuasca, in the dynorphin regulation pathways, with the neuroplasticity.January 2022:https://t.co/uwnzV5SvCMMy night terrors haunt me like ghosts. I made friends with them.https://t.co/ErsnXSu6ki https://t.co/TkvxVpD8tu
Did you know that dynorphin seems to play a role in hallucinations and also seems to be partly responsible for breathing rhythms? Does that mean an opioid related dysfunction while sleeping could drive the incubus phenomena?https://t.co/JtQqB8rb9Ahttps://t.co/ehLymNm92b
I encoded a neurological response to a word via synesthesia.I just say "awaken" and instantly my field of view changes as my eyes dilate. https://t.co/5EsYZHW34s
@cstroeckw @elonmusk "one wonders if psychedelics done judiciously could boost the efficacy of these neural plasticity [...] Engaging in neuroplasticity programs and practices like meditation might even prove critical in maintaining the new connections"https://t.co/zpgcbvbEdOhttps://t.co/fJW7sghSV6
Yes, the mind fire on command.I can enter flow states at will, and control my rhyming slang. I can channel my muse.https://t.co/vV1thwX0sF https://t.co/PRkXYUZkG6
I just got warmer by an act of will."The scientists found that core body temperature increases can be achieved using certain meditation techniques (g-tummo)"https://t.co/vjXxfnrs4sGut chakra. Root.https://t.co/7iEx5DYYP2
Melnikoff still thinks flow is unconscious."These principles underlying flow may be unconscious but they are not random — and work within a biological system that can be described in mathematical terms" https://t.co/VxQEo9gKalhttps://t.co/utqqYHpjJ3
You can make it conscious by impregnating stimulation with mindfulness about dolly zoom state into your memory.https://t.co/DdqPaiAknk
If I'm right, flow state modulates immune function.I don't think I ever looked this up before? Let's see what the oracle summons.https://t.co/CAEbXt1dVm
Clicked first link.I didn't mean blood flow, oracle. "Finally, a few examples will illustrate how dysfunction in these communication pathways results in what was formerly considered in psychiatry and immunology to be strict organ pathologies."https://t.co/LObcOsRKdc https://t.co/qIFaEWpiPc
But best I can find are studies about how singing together make something called "social flow" that boost oxytocin somehow?https://t.co/nNojAy6NBcFunny if just serotonin increase + gut-brain axis paired w/ dynorphin & breath control + limbic resonance.https://t.co/xSUlMR4fAk
Does anyone else study the physiological effects of MDMA in depth to the point that you figure out how Tummo works to boost body temperature by impacting gut bacteria's production of serotonin?https://t.co/9jJNSm20B4
I should by the wearable thermometer so I can prove this to people.https://t.co/FnpxGxzJse
@liminal_warmth one of surprising implications of serotonin->gut-brain-axis->oxytocin finding is: it explains why MDMA can trigger serotonin syndrome, why oxytocin alone doesn't work (doesn't pass blood brain barrier). https://t.co/uzFwM4XvEgTL;DR I know the mechanismhttps://t.co/t9WeKpWBYi https://t.co/FlxzphNz83
Never read this before today."The present findings suggest that the microbiome-gut-brain axis may play a contributory role in the hyperthermia mediated by MDMA." [2019]https://t.co/UMKcWicIgh
What I can not (re)create, I do not understand. https://t.co/pQAwQKtU2x
Did you know the immune system is one of the major regulators of body heat in hibernating animals? Funny that.I don't have to read these anymore lol. https://t.co/jFzAKsvDSq
What is catatonia anyway? 😏crazytroll.gifhttps://t.co/ZawAGr62et
Have you tried reimagining the problem?Funny how many schizophrenics are resistant to cholesterol medication... except niacin - a precursor for tryptophan metabolism (and upsream of serotonin production -> a chemical that impacts body temperature).https://t.co/WFrRGOrlFj
What if... this is real?What if we can hibernate?What if... "Master Qiu thus seems to imply that a body can stay alive for centuries in a hibernating state reached through meditation." ( doi: 10.1353/dao.2020.0001 ) https://t.co/wX9JQaObaT
The magical potion of reanimation?https://t.co/VY2ntZIGv8
"symbols like jesus or buddha have become universally well known these two are symbols of that highest ideal of the man that every human being strives to be one might say they are ideal because both jesus and buddha transcended death"https://t.co/wcwAih23Ik
Lost in translation. An entire set of practices that do the opposite of relax. https://t.co/XjmsA1G3FD https://t.co/BxZeDwYS1E
The chants sing to me in the tempo of flow.A rap god who's words become instinct.https://t.co/t4neiNwE1y
What kind of instinct? Ultra instinct.Parallel stories."He also abandoned the idea of allowing his emotions to rule over him, as they often did in his Super Saiyan transformations, and instead focused on making his heart calm and gentle." https://t.co/riaTA6akwZ https://t.co/Igoa0Q2snH
I am as a child, so I will learn from children's stories.https://t.co/7A54ZZPMD2
Taught myself tummo from first principles.https://t.co/Np4nyjGUfI
Flashing trendy gang hand signs like 🙏https://t.co/Rp8ilp2YMs
I see these symbols everywhere now.https://t.co/NfxtlEUh7jhttps://t.co/6W9xzP8DFd https://t.co/C7Uy3kfpZz
"Salvator Mundi"https://t.co/iT42HxUUJ9My hand does this.https://t.co/e5mtNzgBlB https://t.co/mutBUjKTIb
@WeftOfSoul I've noticed many of the symptoms it lists in myself in the past. The "writer's cramp" thing may even have been what is known as a hand-nerve problem. I was getting wrist-drop and still have ulnar claw hand / sign of benediction. Especially after writing. https://t.co/uwC6JzgZrl
Are there hand signs that symbolize the khakkhara?The glass thing in his left hand reminds me of the cintamani pearl.https://t.co/0Fo6qtTUL0
"The heart is a rich symbol in religious traditions both East and West. When interpreted through a Jungian alchemical lens, the heart emerges as a symbol of psychospiritual transformation, integration, and healing"https://t.co/zaRPRRLR4E
I wonder what tone is the heart chakra.https://t.co/dCLqe33QqU
Learning how to tune my bull roarer.https://t.co/37RbUW7wtd
"Still, there is convincing evidence that specific regions maintain their ability to generate action potentials in deep torpor, at least in response to adequate stimuli." https://t.co/SP7dtD66n8🤔😂https://t.co/4pr5b4cgkF
I should get more nicotine.https://t.co/wVO25VGvoj
This is your brain cells on nicotine."It is believed that any nicotine that has entered the cell can interact with these stored receptors though to what effect was previously unknown."https://t.co/oxhFCr9vsz https://t.co/sP1AoCSOpb
@visakanv Poor action potential and dopamine signaling problems also shows up in major depression research. As well as an odd finding with choline levels in certain parts of the brain. Why does it build up? It's like the body can't use it properly.https://t.co/TeL7cdbnoU
@visakanv People just dump in anticholinergics instead of figuring out what system is being impaired and optimizing that. Maddening.Sure wonder what could be going on with new findings that Parkinson's starts in the gut. Might explain some of these old findingshttps://t.co/Ro1HwDJR2s
@visakanv Kinda sus.https://t.co/njVxTEpp05
@visakanv If gut bacteria can improve mood, can we use it to counter the cessation effects?Looks like someone already patented this easy to make conclusion.https://t.co/ah5OgNmfxt
@visakanv Gonna be funny if I can show that gut bacteria neutralize the impact of smoking on sperm quality.It's also funny to me that one of the main recommendations for cessation is to exercise. https://t.co/yRmoQ453tf
@visakanv I figured out why some people can live 100+ and smoke like a chimney despite findings about telomere reduction in studies.Hint: Its not all in the genetics.https://t.co/cLm98ff8Ui https://t.co/UmHfscdP9p
@Ctzn5 Short telomeres are also correlated with age related microbiome dysbiosis, and healthy old people seem to have healthy microbiomes. I suspect nasa is seeing these results due to:https://t.co/4NfLFEDjxYExcited to see what they find in this study: https://t.co/o3bwA4b4YC
@visakanv Action potential function correlates with DNA repair because the immune system and the brain run off the same metabolic fuels.https://t.co/rVnpsGdRON
"Abnormal shifts in the gut microbiome, however, have been implicated in the pathogenesis of age-related chronic diseases, including obesity, cardiovascular diseases and neurodegenerative diseases. [...] emerging as a key factor in the aging process."https://t.co/8pOrQElB7L
@visakanv and caffeine helps with this b/c of it's impact on the liver's ability to make those fuels.In schizophrenics, this acts as self-medication to treat the underlying gut dysbiosis that causes it to be a risk factor for lipid dysfunction related diseases (like diabetes type II)
@visakanv Try Taurine, Glycine, and Cystine. Garlic is a good source of glutathione and SAC, which can improve these things. as well.Many kefir strains also impact FXR metabolism, which signals the need for bile production when they encounter fats.