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I wonder which terms for autism are considered hate speech and would have me violating twitter rules for hateful conduct. Is it rude to call someone schizo? I'm very naive about these sorts of things.https://t.co/jmlyeoUWbq
IRL sometimes every other word I use sometimes is a swear. Its extremely hard to not do. One of the reasons I decided to not use twitch despite really wanting to is I couldn't trust myself to not use naughty words.https://t.co/q0Sju4cVYa
"Making mental retardation sentimental did not eliminate all the incentives for obscuring its connection to autism. It should not be surprising that parents and professionals often maligned mental retardation in hopes of lessening the stigma of autism." https://t.co/dU4l6tv6Xc
I wanna call myself retarded.https://t.co/i3iYnUMURP
Is it hate speech if I call myself what I Think I am?https://t.co/Oi7azzHtnB
I'm kinda retarded, and I have the documents.Thankfully I don't wanna kill myself anymore.Talking about wanting to die on twitter is also a way to get banned.https://t.co/LwtFNp70Im
Ask me about my solar anus.https://t.co/g1rhHN18D3
I am mentally ill.https://t.co/fzDaITbyp8
Twitter has every right to delete my account.Report me.https://t.co/OfHrSXmwOm
How do I know if I'm schizo?https://t.co/6F7wH4N5Ib
I literally think I can become a god sometimes.https://t.co/Pnct3o1Cxr
I relate well enough to Terry Davis that I can replicate his thinking.I can literally speak in tongues.https://t.co/9LjxF3YWEF
I am probably more insane than you realize.https://t.co/II1CLgWfbI
Alex jones is boring to me.https://t.co/RY7DLZrw8y
I figured out how to do MkUltra for fun. I write about it in my DMs. https://t.co/EpBzNbhIAm
I write about it because I wanna help people who are sick. https://t.co/ywQsThMz4h
Most of my core twitter friends are from MIT.https://t.co/FHOEWEvWp0
I literally take a tincture that stops me from clanging.It's a well known symptom of schizo and biopolar.https://t.co/sMsrsrz22qhttps://t.co/dF7TIUnRo1
I've demyelinating disorder of some ilk. Gram has MS.Schizo?"Like bipolar disorder, numerous studies of subjects with schizophrenia have demonstrated multiple alterations (single nucleotide polymorphisms, SNPs) in genes associated with myelin pathways" https://t.co/LOC4OlNxyb
Gottlieb was an idiot. https://t.co/PWAN7UZ9OEhttps://t.co/bFO4H2fusf
I stay with ideas for longer.https://t.co/AW2UFOV1RD https://t.co/lJ7dzJQoU0
I've never taken MDMA or LSD.https://t.co/mquyatg7P4
But when I have an Idea, I run with it.https://t.co/neyrj2kAq4
I'm self-obsessed, you see.https://t.co/D82W2xnMw1
I can't let an idea drop.Why does alcohol make me feel good?https://t.co/MRB1UhsnMO
I hear disturbing rumors that schizo types like to self medicate with alcohol.https://t.co/5Dgc06yV6s
trauma + stress => metabolic downregulation => immune system stop => more sickness.the immune system shuts down during hibernation.It's Robert Sapolsky's Ideas but applied thru a lens of gut bacteria playing a role in the regulation of metabolism. https://t.co/v0KM0exTgT
IL-6 is neat. Did you know that IL-6 is involved in stress induced hyper-memory?https://t.co/LcPj0y0Tub
The trick here is that IL-6 isn't only upstream of cortisol."It was concluded that the results support the view that cortisol can modulate cognitive processes and that the effects of corticosteroids on cognitive function are selective." https://t.co/UeS5Ql3j4U
IL-6 and cortisol are in a weird relationship, and its easier to think of this as mediated by emotions."indicative of anxiety-specific effects on inflammatory activity, and highlight a pathway by which anxiety may increase risk for inflammatory diseases"https://t.co/kSDja7hFfr
But, while its easier to think of it that way, that is an incomplete model of this space. Because it's a feedback loop and happens in concert with gut bacteria factors.https://t.co/sg8lbWCr93
Sure do know a lot about trauma and anxiety for some reason.https://t.co/fNDVFxdCX4
If only there was some mechanism where cortisol was used by gut bacteria to talk to the brain.https://t.co/qeC4zpCuw3
Cortisol is a brain fart.When you're stressed it can cause gas. You see....https://t.co/NvmSMd96rA
I read about pig brains and people talk to me about this movie called upstream color. I haven't watched it yet.https://t.co/NTJs15TPNZ
Did you know that gender hormones have an epigenetic impact?https://t.co/nhRbvALNKk
Wild right?"The main finding of this study is that the cis and trans populations have different global CpG methylation profiles prior to GAHT. Therefore, our results suggest that epigenetics may be involved in the etiology of gender incongruence." https://t.co/t0s9KaljgI
Do I have a good memory because my family's hormones lean femme?"Sex Differences in Episodic Memory"https://t.co/0k0KfGGyvTProbably.
"This is an exciting first step in resolving the mystery of why MS rates are dramatically higher in women and in finding better ways to reduce the incidence of this disorder and control symptoms" https://t.co/12O1Wf30fdhttps://t.co/2ZKWVWUs4M
I have no idea what i'm doing, but sometimes I go to look up female bear dicks and end up discovering the role of immune system regulation in memory formation.https://t.co/81ijM9JnYS
It's amazing how often people mention microglia in the context of memory, but never M.S.https://t.co/p28ghrxsHGhttps://t.co/WCTlMwpv9x https://t.co/9WN5zU7ipm
"Bilbo believes the early infection triggers a permanent change in gene expression, and is now looking at the role of microglial cells in addiction, and the interactions between maternal care and immune function." https://t.co/STjLRW8wpPhttps://t.co/Pi6U8PYBUo https://t.co/CwcKwmnyWG
It's gotta be e-pig-enetic and immune function, right?https://t.co/tkfgvcLxG6https://t.co/BFSIPexsb1 https://t.co/mJUZeA3bSl
Sometimes I make a joke about spikey-blue-pigs and e-pig-enetics. Then an idea about the role of trauma in sonic hedgehog signaling just falls out.https://t.co/t61lnEr1GL
Gut barrier => blood brain barrier.They're related.https://t.co/ZSEWVzxBBs
Why does stress make Alzheimer's (and Diabetes) worse?"There is increasing evidence that chronic exposure to stress is a risk factor for AD and may also adversely affect the course of the disease." https://t.co/13Sh1sxtvE
Do you know what else changes if you have early infections? Well this this study on gut bacteria is from January 2022 and just goes ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯https://t.co/sZcAzcg6jRhttps://t.co/jAxF0Dl5O3 https://t.co/CNwkAMw0X6
Don't get me started on all the studies where we gave rats some kind of antibiotic and they had impaired memory, or the findings around Diphenhydramine. https://t.co/uKVFetnU5S
And spooky findings around Tylenol impacting memory repair. https://t.co/tGvYkYW4TJ
That might be reversible / mitigatable tho.https://t.co/DQqhh17xGt
Obsession?https://t.co/Wv39orrdy2
Self-Obsessed.https://t.co/dBUZiFEWCj
"To investigate which mechanism may be involved, we studied the hippocampus, [...] MDMA consumption could affect memory process by altering the neuroplasticity in the brain." https://t.co/kaOKUIGhFXhttps://t.co/eDSSNaRADw
Memory Trigger => Blood blood blood.https://t.co/DTsV8pVM5j
How does one rotate shapes? asking for a friend.https://t.co/TAHM3Iqhy1
Does anyone else have an urge to do mathematics?https://t.co/SizrkCOgPN
"One of the original initiatives of MK-Ultra was to create a “truth serum,” [...] spearheaded by Sidney Gottlieb [...] The driving hypothesis was that in order to control the mind, you needed to place it in a heavily altered state." https://t.co/f76lbtnA4n https://t.co/DFjVVAWBJO
Does anyone have stuff more than mere speculation on what Nick Land was taking during his most productive times? I am being told "amphetamines" but that doesn't mean much since there are so many kinds.https://t.co/xuR9DtUZCT
That thing where I ate dog shit for a month probably cured something tied to Alcohol Use Disorder. I have no idea what or why. https://t.co/gaTqcPTmU3
I wonder how many autistic and schizophrenic accounts will get unbanned.https://t.co/SbbnF30a97
Gosh, can you imagine if @mimeticvalue got unbanned?https://t.co/y3uY0z8ad8
I would be very happy if I can say "I want to kill myself" and not get banned when I'm suicidal.https://t.co/L2yFbE2WYv
How many people accidentally reverse hippocampus function problems and recover their memory, but still have paranoia. 🙃"the case for the hippocampus as being central to the neuropathology and pathophysiology of schizophrenia." https://t.co/xDt4W2SVwN https://t.co/YfuSSdDJ4L
"DMT is not just in plants, but also can be detected in mammals"https://t.co/807FD0JehKI have no idea what I'm doing, but its sure fun to figure out how to control my natural abilities to spirt walk.https://t.co/Br9tGPbJlT https://t.co/mJ40QWDjgz
I like playing clue. Ayahuasca, in the dynorphin regulation pathways, with the neuroplasticity.January 2022:https://t.co/uwnzV5SvCMMy night terrors haunt me like ghosts. I made friends with them.https://t.co/ErsnXSu6ki https://t.co/TkvxVpD8tu
I encoded a neurological response to a word via synesthesia.I just say "awaken" and instantly my field of view changes as my eyes dilate. https://t.co/5EsYZHW34s
Wake up.https://t.co/TO5QgyfhW7
Yes, the mind fire on command.I can enter flow states at will, and control my rhyming slang. I can channel my muse.https://t.co/vV1thwX0sF https://t.co/PRkXYUZkG6
I just got warmer by an act of will."The scientists found that core body temperature increases can be achieved using certain meditation techniques (g-tummo)"https://t.co/vjXxfnrs4sGut chakra. Root.https://t.co/7iEx5DYYP2
Melnikoff still thinks flow is unconscious."These principles underlying flow may be unconscious but they are not random — and work within a biological system that can be described in mathematical terms" https://t.co/VxQEo9gKalhttps://t.co/utqqYHpjJ3
You can make it conscious by impregnating stimulation with mindfulness about dolly zoom state into your memory.https://t.co/DdqPaiAknk
Burn with me.https://t.co/PIMjlMyRa9
If I'm right, flow state modulates immune function.I don't think I ever looked this up before? Let's see what the oracle summons.https://t.co/CAEbXt1dVm
Clicked first link.I didn't mean blood flow, oracle. "Finally, a few examples will illustrate how dysfunction in these communication pathways results in what was formerly considered in psychiatry and immunology to be strict organ pathologies."https://t.co/LObcOsRKdc https://t.co/qIFaEWpiPc
But best I can find are studies about how singing together make something called "social flow" that boost oxytocin somehow?https://t.co/nNojAy6NBcFunny if just serotonin increase + gut-brain axis paired w/ dynorphin & breath control + limbic resonance.https://t.co/xSUlMR4fAk
Does anyone else study the physiological effects of MDMA in depth to the point that you figure out how Tummo works to boost body temperature by impacting gut bacteria's production of serotonin?https://t.co/9jJNSm20B4
I should by the wearable thermometer so I can prove this to people.https://t.co/FnpxGxzJse
Never read this before today."The present findings suggest that the microbiome-gut-brain axis may play a contributory role in the hyperthermia mediated by MDMA." [2019]https://t.co/UMKcWicIgh
What I can not (re)create, I do not understand. https://t.co/pQAwQKtU2x
Did you know the immune system is one of the major regulators of body heat in hibernating animals? Funny that.I don't have to read these anymore lol. https://t.co/jFzAKsvDSq
What is catatonia anyway? 😏crazytroll.gifhttps://t.co/ZawAGr62et
Have you tried reimagining the problem?Funny how many schizophrenics are resistant to cholesterol medication... except niacin - a precursor for tryptophan metabolism (and upsream of serotonin production -> a chemical that impacts body temperature).https://t.co/WFrRGOrlFj
What if... this is real?What if we can hibernate?What if... "Master Qiu thus seems to imply that a body can stay alive for centuries in a hibernating state reached through meditation." ( doi: 10.1353/dao.2020.0001 ) https://t.co/wX9JQaObaT
The magical potion of reanimation?https://t.co/VY2ntZIGv8
"symbols like jesus or buddha have become universally well known these two are symbols of that highest ideal of the man that every human being strives to be one might say they are ideal because both jesus and buddha transcended death"https://t.co/wcwAih23Ik
Wake up.https://t.co/0ukujyuBYG
Lost in translation. An entire set of practices that do the opposite of relax. https://t.co/XjmsA1G3FD https://t.co/BxZeDwYS1E
The chants sing to me in the tempo of flow.A rap god who's words become instinct.https://t.co/t4neiNwE1y
What kind of instinct? Ultra instinct.Parallel stories."He also abandoned the idea of allowing his emotions to rule over him, as they often did in his Super Saiyan transformations, and instead focused on making his heart calm and gentle." https://t.co/riaTA6akwZ https://t.co/Igoa0Q2snH
I am as a child, so I will learn from children's stories.https://t.co/7A54ZZPMD2
Taught myself tummo from first principles.https://t.co/Np4nyjGUfI
Flashing trendy gang hand signs like 🙏https://t.co/Rp8ilp2YMs
I see these symbols everywhere now.https://t.co/NfxtlEUh7jhttps://t.co/6W9xzP8DFd https://t.co/C7Uy3kfpZz
"Salvator Mundi"https://t.co/iT42HxUUJ9My hand does this.https://t.co/e5mtNzgBlB https://t.co/mutBUjKTIb
Are there hand signs that symbolize the khakkhara?The glass thing in his left hand reminds me of the cintamani pearl.https://t.co/0Fo6qtTUL0
"The heart is a rich symbol in religious traditions both East and West. When interpreted through a Jungian alchemical lens, the heart emerges as a symbol of psychospiritual transformation, integration, and healing"https://t.co/zaRPRRLR4E
I wonder what tone is the heart chakra.https://t.co/dCLqe33QqU
Learning how to tune my bull roarer.https://t.co/37RbUW7wtd
"Still, there is convincing evidence that specific regions maintain their ability to generate action potentials in deep torpor, at least in response to adequate stimuli." https://t.co/SP7dtD66n8🤔😂https://t.co/4pr5b4cgkF
I should get more nicotine.https://t.co/wVO25VGvoj
This is your brain cells on nicotine."It is believed that any nicotine that has entered the cell can interact with these stored receptors though to what effect was previously unknown."https://t.co/oxhFCr9vsz https://t.co/sP1AoCSOpb
@visakanv Poor action potential and dopamine signaling problems also shows up in major depression research. As well as an odd finding with choline levels in certain parts of the brain. Why does it build up? It's like the body can't use it properly.https://t.co/TeL7cdbnoU
@visakanv People just dump in anticholinergics instead of figuring out what system is being impaired and optimizing that. Maddening.Sure wonder what could be going on with new findings that Parkinson's starts in the gut. Might explain some of these old findingshttps://t.co/Ro1HwDJR2s
@visakanv Kinda sus.https://t.co/njVxTEpp05
@visakanv If gut bacteria can improve mood, can we use it to counter the cessation effects?Looks like someone already patented this easy to make conclusion.https://t.co/ah5OgNmfxt
@visakanv Gonna be funny if I can show that gut bacteria neutralize the impact of smoking on sperm quality.It's also funny to me that one of the main recommendations for cessation is to exercise. https://t.co/yRmoQ453tf
@visakanv I figured out why some people can live 100+ and smoke like a chimney despite findings about telomere reduction in studies.Hint: Its not all in the genetics.https://t.co/cLm98ff8Ui https://t.co/UmHfscdP9p
@visakanv Action potential function correlates with DNA repair because the immune system and the brain run off the same metabolic fuels.https://t.co/rVnpsGdRON
@visakanv and caffeine helps with this b/c of it's impact on the liver's ability to make those fuels.In schizophrenics, this acts as self-medication to treat the underlying gut dysbiosis that causes it to be a risk factor for lipid dysfunction related diseases (like diabetes type II)
@visakanv Try Taurine, Glycine, and Cystine. Garlic is a good source of glutathione and SAC, which can improve these things. as well.Many kefir strains also impact FXR metabolism, which signals the need for bile production when they encounter fats.