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I DONT WANT TO DO THE PSYCHEDELICS TECH THING I DONT WANT TO DO THE YCOMBINATOR THING MY UNIQUE PATH IS IN NON-COERCION AND WRITING AND GENTLE SOFT MAGIC SHIT though those other things may be a part of it but only after the more important thing is first and fully explored
“everytime i keep doing the self-growth thing i keep thinking it’s going to help me on the conventionally prosperous path [psychedelics tech] but it keeps throwing me into the wild [climbing rocks in the desert]” https://t.co/osUC4FmIAW
“my Bufo will help me vastly grow my practice into a more legible, scalable thing” *gets knocked off* https://t.co/eRqEIB4lvo
me: a vipassana retreat will help me focus on my software development work *knocked all the way the hell off that path me: Bufo will help me focus on growing my company and imaginal practitioner work *knocked way the fuck off that path* it's gonna be a weird summer, aint it.
“i thought this was making me more financially unstable and therefore unhappy, but im actually just happier now”??? https://t.co/vt3jUlDw1t
“wait im just unproductive AND happy now? What??” productivity can now be a problem i solve if i want to for very specific reasons productivity becomes instrumental to be, for very thought out reasons, instead of the other way around https://t.co/LVltV7YQs3
i have like 3 dozen tweets that go “can’t believe im so unproductive rn and also so HAPPY?? ” now i stopped thinking that it’s more “how am i soooo people-pleasy and people-insecure and still sorta happy” makes no sense https://t.co/4mGday4Nzs
i thought about it. the most sure people i love in my life thought about their answers. they spent a while on it when they were ready https://t.co/em2b7NWIze