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anansi 🌞@s0ulDirect0r• over 3 years ago

noticing a trend here...everytime i have an intense spiritual/psychedelic experience, going in hoping it'll knock me back onto a sensible, traditionally prosperous path...it just sends me way, way deeper into the wilds.

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6/17/2022

anansi 🌞@s0ulDirect0r• over 3 years ago

Replying to @s0ulDirect0r

me: a vipassana retreat will help me focus on my software development work *knocked all the way the hell off that path me: Bufo will help me focus on growing my company and imaginal practitioner work *knocked way the fuck off that path* it's gonna be a weird summer, aint it.

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6/17/2022

anansi 🌞@s0ulDirect0r• over 3 years ago

Replying to @s0ulDirect0r

the really disturbing part is how much more i've come to love myself and live my truth after each one of those experiences, and simultaneously become way more financially unstable.

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6/17/2022

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @s0ulDirect0r

@s0ulDirect0r https://t.co/E8f5yobcpE

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

it’s difficult for me to reconcile the beautiful feeling inside me with my continued failure at being an effective human being

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

@s0ulDirect0r https://t.co/LVltV7YQs3

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

i have like 3 dozen tweets that go “can’t believe im so unproductive rn and also so HAPPY?? ” now i stopped thinking that it’s more “how am i soooo people-pleasy and people-insecure and still sorta happy” makes no sense https://t.co/4mGday4Nzs

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

@s0ulDirect0r https://t.co/ulq5Cun4mo

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Every day, I ask, ”How can I be so happy and unproductive?” I successfully decoupled the two.

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6/18/2022

Vivid Void@VividVoid_• over 3 years ago

Replying to @s0ulDirect0r

@s0ulDirect0r Bro, if you don't lose your mind, how are you supposed to come to your senses

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6/17/2022

anansi 🌞@s0ulDirect0r• over 3 years ago

Replying to @VividVoid_

@VividVoid_ heard. tremendous zen tiger energy. feeling it man. may i return to my senses 🙏🏾

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6/17/2022

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @s0ulDirect0r

@s0ulDirect0r LMAO feels

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6/18/2022

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

@s0ulDirect0r https://t.co/8i3RunQgJA

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago

“everytime i keep doing the self-growth thing i keep thinking it’s going to help me on the conventionally prosperous path [psychedelics tech] but it keeps throwing me into the wild [climbing rocks in the desert]” https://t.co/osUC4FmIAW

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