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I feel my Worrying mind wake up when I wake up. It makes me feel more kindly toward it. https://t.co/Mc8pjRZgwh
My first few days: - felt like reverence - went to the gym after - felt like an active relationship with beauty My last few days: - hate myself, don’t know what im doing - worrying mind, wakes up with me - been waking later (8:30am, not 6:00am) https://t.co/31r6r6dg9P
Why wouldn’t I have? It’s part of me. But I had no space around it, to breathe, or to love. I was wholly identified with it, and within in. It couldn’t love itself, without space around it either. https://t.co/ieyfIphSOw
I ask myself: Who am I when I am not being worrying? https://t.co/Ng1DALkCkc
it’s the exprence of coming back alive, from a place where my personality-suit was dead. it’s a place of dying and coming back. of building some modicum of trust & discovering 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘮 𝘪 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘮 𝘪 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 https://t.co/lZuID9swCH
The answer is something else entirely. https://t.co/bHNDCweHW8