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Now that I’ve spent so much time being unproductive and reintegrating back in productivity, I can feel . . . how the productivity mind wakes up in me. It’s awing. https://t.co/nAyQsABtuq https://t.co/sUTFVFnh3a
It’s this vast chamber of mutually reinforcing constructs, that let me accomplish so fucking much. All the things I thought were neuroses—perfectionism, anxiousness, laser-focusedness: they’re like these beautifully crafted, hand CNCed machines. https://t.co/DwAWgA4gxi
It’s like the sparkling shimmering joy of unenlightement. It’s quite breathtaking really. https://t.co/PGgkhammOk https://t.co/prjaMoyJlx
unenlightenment is the mind’s sparkling attempt to maintain a massive living matrix of form & dualistic perception, letting it self-evidence & evolve itself without getting disrupted in the face of environmental changes it’s job is to stay itself, even if it means staying wrong
I can see the ways it is rough with me and bounces me around. I can see how it doesn’t have all the spaciousness or concern, like a kid, to really care. Man it’s so cute I don’t mind getting knocked around a little. https://t.co/Pmr3VChkCF
There’s something about approaching unenlightement and productivity from the other direction, instead of always trying to get to enlightenment and chill. https://t.co/Y7WuZzCsU8
@nclaurence @TGinormous @visakanv @AbhayPrasanna There’s something about approaching unenlightement and productivity from the enlightenment and chill, rather than the always get enlightenment and chill, that makes you 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵. You feel the directionality of both directions extend out. https://t.co/1e9QJAXsvw
Frankly, I did gain a lot of distance towards enlightenment and chill, that let me look behind—and there I saw. Once I saw, I couldn’t go back. I had known what it’s like to feel my worrying/productive/unenlightened mind wake up. I had experienced being unidentified with it.
Instead of identified with it, trying to get elsewhere. https://t.co/kLjPX6r7A9