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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

[self-noticing] "i want an end to things" "i want to go and lay under the stars and stay there forever" "i don’t know what i mean by these things"

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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1. you want an end to the illusion doing things will fix anything https://t.co/Tofa2L9eTJ

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

@CurziRose Samsara isn’t worth it. Not in the way I thought. I can let smaller rewards feel big and still engage in action anyway. Buddhism’s thesis: I don’t need to be deluded to act. https://t.co/Z5tNmRHChN

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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did you know you can just do that? "really?" https://t.co/ghoCEe1d34

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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like this "-yes. this feels right" https://t.co/obSrT5VKGw

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthover 4 years ago

@karmacustodian @_StevenFan Then there is nothing left to do, just a continual choice to be as things get done anyway.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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like this "—yes, like this" https://t.co/Tj6PbSiSlS

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

okness isn’t a temporary, fragile refuge of a place when you succeed with samsara it is an always present place, that you sometimes usefully depart from to get something done

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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2. "i want to go and lay under the stars and stay there forever" you thought hard enough to realise these problems cannot be solved from within your frame they cannot be "solved," come up with a plan and done these problems are *done* doing vs solving https://t.co/kkFkU4ors6

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

It came from a background in computer science and math, where if you knew the answer . . . it happened immediately. And forever. It was land of no Doing. Things just existed abstractly, across time, at once. There was no time there. https://t.co/XFDzFx3DqT

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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it is your body and therefore you wanted it to always please you and make you feel incredibly grateful and happy and relaxed all the time "-yes. i want that. why can’t it do that?" "why can’t it make me completely happy and then i do everything else?" https://t.co/GSnoobp1mq

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthover 4 years ago

There is the satisfaction of a job well done, of a value well achieved. Then there is just plain Satisfaction, not Relative, not competing with the other kind, just co-existing. https://t.co/rbiQRmmseq

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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did you know you can just do that? "really?" yes https://t.co/H14JLYU0mH

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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you may - care for your body - perceive with heart - lie on the grass with weight-crushing speakers on your chest and stars above you will feel bodily love https://t.co/pSkjLNSJs8

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthover 4 years ago

Repeat: I AM NOT A HAPPY FUCKING MAMMAL IN THAT ROOM Shit.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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you wanted at every moment to let the radiance of looking at the stars at night bleed into you from behind your back into everything you stumble against and persons you meet "yes" https://t.co/i01eDd5aPl

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

The present isn’t some place to vacation when I need a break or calibration. It can be a home, that I have my back to. Like sun on my back, always present, radiating into me a warmth that pours out through my eyes into the scene of the world I see. https://t.co/gyvqklTgoo

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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you can just do that "hai???" https://t.co/JOBVH2K0Vn

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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you can just remember it and be on the brink of such realisation as often as you want, 80-90% the weird daoist/buddhist people do

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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what is normal anw your way of looking isn’t abnormal, isn’t in need of justification it is an aspect of reality, and one you want to see and notice at more times

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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3. "i don’t know what i mean by these things" how did that feel? "well . . . you said some things i wouldn’t have dared to" like what "like . . . i expect my body to just want to make me happy all the damn time" "i do. i wouldn’t have admitted that"

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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"because i saw the little wrong with it, and so deleted it from my mind" but it was still something you wanted ". . yeah" holding seeming contradictorily things

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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"whom do you trust?" myself. @rosaclewis. Ayla Nereo. anything allied to my continuity and sovereignty and doesn’t think the things i think are dumb https://t.co/VNJtC3gTsA

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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coherence is important to you "-yes" taking people more seriously than they take themselves. including yourself https://t.co/FiHlPwg63L

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

interesting . . . what i consider me is my coherence, continuity, and sovereignty https://t.co/lGMCOLbddr

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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did you ("i know what’s coming") did you know you can just do that? "HAII?"" https://t.co/jIYiyZRBK6

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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you can just take yourself more seriously than others or you take yourself, and others while holding it loosely enough too https://t.co/RL9CspDTd7

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago

The most powerful IRL interview/conversation/flirting skill isn’t asking good questions nearly as much as asking good followup questions - it’s being sensitive to interesting micro-reactions. When you ask a question and they respond “😂... no”, and you go “Why 😂?” Etc

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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"wait—this is just what i want" "i didn’t know it was . . . reasonable to have such things, every day" "i didn’t know i wanted it, but i do" https://t.co/VcboEoBqyB https://t.co/VcboEoBqyB

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago
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"it’s the level of intensity that makes me feel sane" https://t.co/iMIqRvSEsC

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharthabout 4 years ago

to allow oneself to rage, till it feels normal, everyday the insanity of existence, integrated

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