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if it’s “levelling me up” and hopefully continuing to prop up my ego & skills as i try to respond to reality, great if i am just continuing to choose an expeirence i’ve already had, 🙅♀️ sorry, no time for that https://t.co/zEvGZbJe6f

i had no Spaciousness i remember walking around with my college partner, she would be enjoying the moment i couldn’t enjoy it/i couldn’t enjoy the mundane then with her, i didn’t know how to it; i lived in doing living in doing = living in accumulating https://t.co/mRmpCH5zOc

i do like the idea of taking things with the extra flick down my shoulder. it makes me smile :’) it feels like someone cares otherwise reality can feel cold & hard & like yet another doing yet another thing i have to be getting right “do the bliss thing” why 😢 “it’s right”

i think there’s no getting around *simply, actually caring* for yourself it’s such an unfamiliar mental move https://t.co/IEY9VyiSyj

it’s like smart people trying to learn how to be humble anything i learn how to do for myself, because another must i somehow manage to avoid caring https://t.co/ZItMrZdsha

is this 🦋 self-love https://t.co/C7U6vT3s4a


advanced gamer challenge: *do something nice for myself* https://t.co/tCC6dyXZZi


the thing about learning to feel ok in the world when you grew up thinking you needed to justify your existence is https://t.co/BZ5fvAectg