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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

the hardest lesson of all for people who grew their life thinking they’re smart is humility because everytime they try to learn, it becomes yet another way to show how smart they are

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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it’s like they don’t know how to turn off the “do it with the smart side of your brain” mechanism everything gets done from there everything till that point had been gotten from there

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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it’s all i had and can i blame myself? trying to rip myself out of what felt safe was cruel so, so cruel https://t.co/tQ0Fv9IZOy

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

🙆‍♀️: you got it, babe. i get you 🙆‍♀️: it didn’t feel safe for you to override parts of your brain, till you’d really understood on some high-level, how it was safe to, because your thoughts and brain were all you had ☹️: yeahh . . . https://t.co/HDK1aJe2Al

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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i am grateful to every single person in my life who called me out on my shit i remember them all. my 7th grade teacher who didn’t take shit from me even though i was the prodigy this therapist, D, who i met for one session that i will remember for the rest of my life

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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it was supposed to be about gender & sexuality i talked to her for ages about what i thought, it was fine then she stops me towards the end and says “yatharth. this is my job. i talks to dozens of people every week.”

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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“each one of them, i feel i sort of help with something, or refer them. i got nothing from you. it feels like you already have this all figured out. so let me ask you again: why are you here?”

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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for the first time that day, i felt scared. i could feel my mind accelerating; computing zczczczckckckkkkzzzzz trying so hard, to compute its way out

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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i thought, i looked at her i saw her i realised, with terror “i think im better than you” “-i know” 😳

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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“and do you want to know how it feels? it hurts, yatharth” “. . .” “it hurts”

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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i thanked her. she’s someone who had gotten a real emotion out of me. she 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 https://t.co/7ysRfaHaO3

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

We feel close to people who choose to not interact with our public face.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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she told me later it was a risk for her too she saw something and she went for it it hurt her too. she had to let herself be a person, and really feel hurt, to make me understand

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