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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago

why does pleasure feel like betrayal

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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why does feeling pleasure feel like betrayal to my system sometimes

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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oh, i get it. i can enjoy the process more, of feeling whatever it is i was going to feel. i come with more gratitude, for going through whatever ordeal i'm going through

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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the gratitude/pleasure can be deeply curious about all the other emotions. it can be deeply invested in all the other process of my life going on

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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it's like the difference in preschool between making a child be happy vs truly enjoying them in whatever they are feeling and bringing right now

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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there is so much pleasure intrinsic to the body and being alive and the matrix of sound https://t.co/oa39z3brv9

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• over 1 year ago

i didn't know this but we live in a matrix of sound. it's all around us. we can't escape it. it's life itself listen even now. the carpet has its own sound, a room of silence above it, as it absorbs sound vibrations, constantly entering us. no sentient being is exempt from this

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharth• about 1 year ago
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it felt so natural to be light; but over the last many months, it totally dulled in me; it became mixed with anger and crying. and when that was corked, this too was

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