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i feel the razors edge of suffering that has been part of human societies ever since the start of time and i feel at once also-- the glorious revelry of being part of the thing: being inextricably connected to the hum of the universe and my own heart it's so so contradictory
if a psychologist asked me to rate my mood from 1-10, i would laugh and and go "yes" all my days here are like this https://t.co/tyezHbFdcG
even in my worst moments, i feel deeply impelled by a deep rooted sense of happiness. where does it come from? how did it get there? i think i always i had it. i think that's just what having a heartbeat is. but i felt too unalive most of life to ever feel it
it's like coming back and experiencing the worst pain you've ever felt, but as an adult, so it still hurts. but it's so unimaginably better than before, i need people to know that, but it still hurts it's a 6/10 not an 8/10 but after years of 8/10, 6/10 feels ecstatic
and it's a child holding on to a teddy bear in a storm, but in that storm, that stuffed animal might as well be the hero and the world to him https://t.co/wRYhuZp9VZ
completely unrelated chiitan short https://t.co/f36a8pZAIx
so much of the pain of not being fully understood was the pain of distorting my own self to myself amplying, hiding, masking, distorting https://t.co/jH2HuJGABn
@jessicamalonso deep connections with @HeidiPriebe1’s video on emotional self-containment — if there’s a pattern of amplification and an expectation once grounded, feelings will be ignored, then there’s strong resistance to any attempt to ground https://t.co/5ozaD51Ibm
i limit myself so sharply to other's image of me, if they don't understand me perfectly, it becomes a crisis https://t.co/MhLuPCzi6L
proprietary IFS training materials dot jpg https://t.co/LACRyEjNgO
