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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago

day 37 of moving to the bay area: allow me to be dramatic, and speak of cities, markets, family, and corpses treat it less as factual claims, more as vivid words to describe the soul feeling of something

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

เคฎเฅเคเฅ‡ เคฎเคจ เคจเคนเฅ€เค‚ เค•เคฐ เคฐเคนเคพ เคนเฅˆ เค•เคฟ เคฎเฅˆเค‚ เคฏเคนเคพเค เคฐเคนเฅ‚เค‚ เฅค เค‡เคคเคจเคพ เคกเคฐ, เคฏเคนเคพเค เคฐเคนเคจเฅ‡ เคฎเฅ‡เค‚ เฅค เคฏเคนเคพเค เคธเฅ‡ เค•เคˆ เคฌเคนเฅเคค เคฆเฅ‚เคฐ เคฎเฅˆเค‚ เคชเคนเฅเคเคš เคœเคพเคŠเค, เคฏเคนเฅ€ เคธเคนเฅ€ เคนเฅˆเฅค เคฎเค—เคฐ เคคเคญ เคญเฅ€ เคเคธเคพ เคฒเค—เฅ‡ เค—เคพ เค•เคฟ เคฎเฅˆเค‚ เค…เคชเคจเฅ‡ เค†เคช เคธเฅ‡ เคนเฅ€ เคญเคพเค— เคฐเคนเคพ เคนเฅ‚เค, เคœเฅ‹ เคฎเฅเคจเค•เคฟเคจ เคจเคนเฅ€เค‚ เคนเฅˆเฅค เคฏเคนเคพเค เคชเคฐ เค•เฅเค› เคฎเคฐเคพ เคนเฅเค† เคนเฅˆเฅค เคเค• เคฒเคพเคถเฅค เคฎเฅ‡เคฐเฅ€ เคนเฅ€ เคฒเคพเคถเฅค

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

เค…เคชเคจเฅ‡ เค†เคช เคธเฅ‡ เคนเฅ€ เคญเคพเค— เคฐเคนเคพ เคนเฅ‚เค , เคฎเฅˆเค‚, เคฏเคนเคพเค เฅค เคฏเคนเคพเค เคฎเฅŒเคค เค•เฅ€ เคธเฅ‚เคเค˜ เคนเฅˆเฅค เคฎเฅ‡เคฐเฅ€ เคฎเฅŒเคคเฅค เค•เคˆ เค”เคฐ เคฒเฅ‹เค—เฅ‹เค‚ เค•เคฟ, เคชเฅ€เคขเคผเคฟเคฏเฅ‹เค‚ เคธเฅ‡, เคฎเฅŒเคคเฅค

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

you can tell when sthโ€™s died in a place, for generations. there are places in india where the inner children of people have been dead for so long, they are but husks of traders, social norm enforcers, and forgotten hope that someday a generation might be born thatโ€™s not this

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

there is the death of something here for generations. and it mirrors my own death. there are ways to treat foreign, or unknown people. but this is not how to treat me

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

there is no warm welcome; no one is accountable to that. itโ€™s a city after all. who will come check on me to make sure im okay? which community will stretch itself to make sure i donโ€™t fall through the cracks? there are cracks wide enough for entire souls to fall through

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

cities are cruel this way. not cruelโ€”indifferent. if you make it, you may have more true friends than any small town; if you donโ€™t, you will fall through the cracks, and people will step over you on the way to work

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

cities reminds me of markets. markets donโ€™t care about you. they were a certain impersonal force, erected by humans, to achieve incredible gains

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
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but to have a market and not have a family is to be split from god, goodness, and the warmth of the human fabric weโ€™ve fundamentally lived in for generations https://t.co/pnPVG5rsDz

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago

fwiw i do find markets incredibly beautiful. but only when you see them as an external, real, living creature. you can relate to them as a thing in your life. not your life https://t.co/RDU8QtbfAO

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i donโ€™t know who i am, what im doing here, or if can manage being so lonely i feel like a little town kid that came to the big city, and doesnโ€™t know if he can make it here

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i donโ€™t think this is so different than how i felt most of my life. it just sucks now. i know betterโ€™s possible in LA, i loved the beach, and the beach loved me. i loved my people, i loved my singing teacher, and she loved me. and even on days i didnโ€™t feel loved, i felt seen https://t.co/pTfU6xqmY0

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago

i never really thought twice about it, because it just sort of accepts it. Venice Beach is a loud and expressive and vibrant place

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

everyone here is so sure of themselves, and so simultaneously unsure. i feel that way, anyway. i present myself as so sure; and simultaneously, i feel unsure

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

> The only way to survive in San Francisco is to make things https://t.co/t7ZQVGkTf0

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

โ˜๏ธ back to main thread https://t.co/HUIziSnq09

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthโ€ข over 1 year ago

a diary of moving to the bay https://t.co/hDxd46blPe

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