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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

day 3 of moving: i feel fake. this town feels too small. like when you're stuck at a snobby art party and everyone's talking about which pencil brand they use and it begins to feel like that's the whole world- but it's not you know it's not because the world whispers to you

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

the trash can says, "i too, exist." every human being that walks in this space says, "i too exist" https://t.co/eanT0Zv0ad

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

mildly curious thing about coming back to university as a graduate student: i feel friends with the students, with teachers, with the admins and employees equally before i don't think i really noticed the employees. they weren't people to me, relevant people

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

every cadaver says, "i exist." i feel more sane. i know these things know of birth and death https://t.co/jKuxcg5kt6

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

animists don't need memento mori because they live among death and rebirth every day. the fact of death isn't far away, intermediated, stuffed away in hospitals, perpetually delayed in landfills

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

does this campus know of birth and death? i dont know. maybe the stories it tells of itself don't, but the flowers, life force and innocence in everyone do. every act of any movement does. it's all deeply, viscerally, uglily alive

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

every person and every artifact on this earth is a bit like this lily https://t.co/BKUnFP8xPH

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

they bloomed! maybe it was the sugar, or keeping them away from a cold draft they're gorgeous. idk if you've seen a lily with open eyes. they're unreal, one of nature's most sexual creations and to have two in my room? spaced far apart. it's a cozy dream, but it's just my room

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i notice when i leave the company of some people, i feel sane again. a swiss friend who called. a turkish uber driver im suddenly doing the "being me" thing again instead of the "overthinking me" thing

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

i barely notice the "being me" thing because it just feels normal the other thing? drives me nuts

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

every moment of silence feels important https://t.co/VEESTpINCt

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

every moment of silence you can tolerate is a bit more capacity for experience

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

living on slow time in a place hungry to lay claim to any unprotected moments https://t.co/vJR7EUHR8B

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

i will search and find the places of slower time time here, eventually https://t.co/TKwCKKsgBk

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago
Replying to @AskYatharth

☝️ back to main thread https://t.co/M1YbF2bvfd

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yatharth in asheville@AskYatharthover 1 year ago

a diary of moving to the bay https://t.co/hDxd46blPe

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