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Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Omg the rage stuff worked, my mom said the “you aren’t my son” stuff again and I didn’t feel a volcano rise thru my body!!! @wes_yen @pocketlim @jomrcr

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Replying to @justavagrant_

Instead I hear the hurt behind it. I told her that I don’t trust her (which is true), but from a bitter frustrated place rather than a loving one

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

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And when I let it land I feel like shit, out of integrity. I don’t want to be hurting my mom. Why do I do that?

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

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Obviously there’s a lot of reasons but they don’t forgive me hurting her. I want to change but I need help

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Replying to @justavagrant_

I need to end conversations before I drop info that I feel hesitance to share - if I feel hesitance to share it in the first place, it’s pretty likely that it’s sensitive and I need to share it in a safe loving context, rather than as lashing out

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Replying to @justavagrant_

And I need her to help me end conversations before they get there. My self awareness and boundaries aren’t there

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

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“I don’t want to hurt you” is chorusing in my head and my eyes are moistening

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Replying to @justavagrant_

Of fucking course. This is exactly what I want to hear from her. And as always, better for me to show rather than tell

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

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Her and i are both werewolves. When we get triggered, we hurt

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

Replying to @justavagrant_

Ourselves and each other. We need to be let loose in the forest to let it out rather than take it out on each other

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9/19/2023

Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

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Johnson (TC House Lisbon -Dec)@justavagrant_• almost 2 years ago

“Hurt people hurt people” it’s me, I’m hurt people

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11/13/2023