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ive become such a dilettante im learning guitar, piano, and singing im learning bodysurfing, surfing, and skimboarding none of these i am extraordinary at, or plan to be, but they're enough to entertain me, and that's… sort all they need to be
im not learning to cook "become good at cooking," or to be seen as such, something where the usefulness or good of the cooking was external there's an internal reference point, of "this is my actual life, i live in an actual life, and this cooking is useful to me"
where does that sort of attentional architecture come from? what made me think the world needed to work in such a way my attention always needed to be elsewhere, not on me? https://t.co/1BAoSNMguG
i want to cook i want to sing i want to race i don't particularly care if im the very best at them, but i want those things in my life, my experience life https://t.co/tPs5DVIFxB
i kind of wanted to sing as good as other people but right now im crying because i can't be other people, i can't have their voice, but between not being able to sing at all, and being able to sing about as well as i can, i'd rather have the latter
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we were made to dabble https://t.co/6kQwWB7A1a