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something about voicing these makes me know some ground truths the ground truth is i am far better off today than i was before the ground truth today is i have friends i can emotionally trust with things that matter to me
the ground truth is i have adults on the ground who will take care of logistical and physical needs for me the ground truth is i have a lot of trust in them the ground truth is i have a lot of trust in threading the ground truth is many people here have been kind
the ground truth is that i mistrusted my parents i profoundly mistrust them to this day not everything. i trust they care, and that they love me. i mistrust what they say about what i’m feeling and what i should do
i mistrust what is mine and not mine. i have been misled so many times i mistrust whether i can leave (home/family). or if i have to forever constrain a part of me to stay part of it [*blinks eyes*] i trust my gut about what it says about whether it can or cannot trust people
my gut’s pretty much what i’ve got. in deciding what i can trust or mistrust in the world perhaps i should trust its mistrust more too often, i will hide my mistrust of authorities, therapists, people im interested in because i’m used to hiding it