but still—there is a way magic can provide. i can fully optimise for magic and see where that route takes me. or i can orient towards some sort of “balance,” optimising for the careers i know and still being relaxed & happy
i don’t know yet
@s0ulDirect0r if anything, the fork feels now. do i commit harder in crazyland? [and risk complacency?] or win conventionally too [and risk never being truly weird]
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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago
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"writing" is not quite the thing tho. more like: "unconfusing. explaining. non-neuroticising. explaining"
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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago
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and will writing by itself make me happy? and fulfil all my dreams?
[strong voice: "no! but i must full commit and discover that first!"]
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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago
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i want to write more ambitious pieces. i want to try writing fiction again. i want to be bad. i want to fail. i want to convey things
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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 3 years ago
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it is not the only thing i want. but it is one of the things i want. and it is the most important thing right now
