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beginning to feel the weight of my decisions “i can go volleyballing for the first time with my roller skate besties” “or i can start crafting career trajectories” https://t.co/m0aDK7fCVO
both take me somewhere. one leads me to a life where i am happy, know what makes me happy, and am doing things the other takes me to a place where i have increased choice and ways in the ways i want to affect the world
i spent most of my life stuck hyper-optimising for optionality with no soul i discovered emptiness, and it allowed me to let go, and find my soul and now i recognise that my soul needs many kinds of love https://t.co/hfEfOYPA9D
my soul can proceed from emptiness into historically tyrannical things https://t.co/1oyjO84zg9
but still—there is a way magic can provide. i can fully optimise for magic and see where that route takes me. or i can orient towards some sort of “balance,” optimising for the careers i know and still being relaxed & happy i don’t know yet