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if part you knows there will never be any “extra,” you will learn to steal https://t.co/7yecekyGAZ

this set up a terrible conflict within myself. while I was conscientiously trying to beat myself up to become a better person, there was another part of me that was utterly convinced that things would *never* get better, so "fun visa" would hide in the shadows, like a guerilla

if you want to feel free (and you do not feel it) https://t.co/5cZVJuqVSz https://t.co/jeTHBrSW0P


then learn to master the excess https://t.co/ckSIn8LeSe

if there was ever a postrat sequences, this would 100% be part of it a lot of what i see here is a yearning for sovereignty to just exist, and to assert one can exist, without needing to do anything https://t.co/gWhr6hldi4

being a bigger egregore than the egregores of obligation, owning them https://t.co/xlogqHByn2

owning them, being bigger than them, means nothing more than being able to renegotiate your relationship to them whenever you need to https://t.co/i9DirFfr8R

otherwise you just get stuck in weird failure modes https://t.co/dyLM3yR4z3

when people get stuck in one rung or the other, due to trauma, they can spend their life there, not being able to perceive where their problems are coming from gifted kids ~= stuck in upper rung, everything must be understood in terms of public signifiance
