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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

I’m beginning to realise it wasn’t about waking up at 5:30am every day—it was about the reverence.

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

Likewise, when I tweet—it isn’t about whether I edit or not. It was whether I tweeted with reverence.

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

It’s almost easier to tweet with reverence when my threads get 0 likes. https://t.co/yDeRi6qgpd

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

i didn’t want to work. my motivation modules were shot. and tortured now . . . i find myself looking for structure and beauty again i find jbp’s motivational songs unabhorrent, and helpful https://t.co/jC16zaczVB

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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It reminds me what this is for. This is not the grift. It’s not continuing the first couple decades of my life. It’s stumbling towards the kingdom of heaven in a way that risks me putting myself out there. It’s earnest. https://t.co/mk3oWi10YI https://t.co/GNpQkciWdZ

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

There’s that momentary, “Will someone judge me for this?” Then I remember: I am building a cave of honour. I care sooo much more about having this beautiful library of exactly who I was, and am. https://t.co/M37mcurlzO

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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I really do believe what I say out here, huh. It’s not that I’m “just saying it.” No. I 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰 mean the things. https://t.co/38AQU5T4T3

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

I didn’t understand what that meant for the first while of my life, because I didn’t feel real. I said what my problem-solving head said was optimal to say. https://t.co/35KoY2PGpy

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Their reality had no oomph to it, because they didn’t know what it meant to feel, outside the context of “this is optimal to feel for the reason of something else.” https://t.co/phoTS2kDM1

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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But to feel like I actually meant it? Feels like a bit of a superpower. https://t.co/hoLGCNOJNX

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

⚡️ “To be earnest is to turn up your voltage.” My favourite description of earnestness ever. https://t.co/KVfvyLH8wt

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

If I’m neurotic, I really do mean things neurotically. If I’m magnanimous, I really do mean them magnanimously. https://t.co/myXXP4eqkf https://t.co/52rWPFyvAI

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Twitter is simultaneously where I come across as most grounded and most neurotic.

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

I mean the things I say. https://t.co/j10vUCgtD3

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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This is one of those pikachu threads, isn’t it? https://t.co/lUAZj6dNvX

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

did you ("i know what’s coming") did you know you can just do that? "HAII?"" https://t.co/jIYiyZRBK6

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9/3/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

follow-up https://t.co/DETGeD3kkG

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

My first few days: - felt like reverence - went to the gym after - felt like an active relationship with beauty My last few days: - hate myself, don’t know what im doing - worrying mind, wakes up with me - been waking later (8:30am, not 6:00am) https://t.co/31r6r6dg9P

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9/7/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

keywords: HS, reintegrating productivity

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9/4/2021