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Much of my behaviour (tweeting, watching videos, eating) is explained by the fact that they make me not think about my to-dos. They’re a little, smaller attentional world I can dissolve into, and not worry about my to-dos till I do.
I want to engage with it seriously and also unseriously. To take it too seriously is to be confused. https://t.co/f3vgWXfjy7
Dissolving into the littler attentional spaces *doesn’t* make me entirely happy. It’s still *fun*. It’s just annoying also Expanding out into the full facticity of my being and all my to-dos does feel good. It’s the first time I wanted to get up and walk and do something all day
What this thread is making me know - I want to be an adult. - What being an adult means [here] is being intimiately in touch with how financial/social resources are gotten and maintained. - Staying in touch with the stress of my to-dos helps me.