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The way this shows up is - Collapsed awareness. Your awareness doesn’t include other people, theirs doesn’t include you. - Loss of spontaneity. More separation between thought and words. There’s checks. Crude jokes don’t get through, like they would for a high-status person.

- Loss of desire. This is the one that gets me. You don’t know what you want anymore. There’s a firewall, you’re trying so fucking hard to not feel resentment, dissonance with your natural spaciousness, and on. https://t.co/kVHHAqXUen

To effectively pretend to be a certain way, you have to really believe it, or be aware of it. This impedes any access you might have to how you actually feel. So you live in a fake world, a world “above”, and have no connection with the below. https://t.co/QJlEryFSzi
