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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

I don’t want to live alone anymore. I want to live with a community of practice. I don’t have that at Stanford.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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Maybe I can make one. How to find a community deeply spiritually engaged?

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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I met one person. But we are not so close anymore. Someone I don’t feel so calmer with. Because she sees the same world of emotional truth as me.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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There are others. Maybe I can find them. Maybe I can call it forth from them. I have organizing capacity. I wanted a lil fellowship anyway. Just a lil one, as a treat.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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Twitter felt sufficient till now. And I had wanted to be physically lonely. I found self-love that way. https://t.co/Z3hsJPwkgT

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

violently lonely, brb making friends with plants https://t.co/MYaMC8fAJB

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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I finally feel a bit done with this place. Hmm. Do I?

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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No, I feel a belongingness and ownership of the campus and trees. I have walked them enough times to own them. https://t.co/YMKV1RciFY

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

I am still as violently lonely as before. Yet it is no longer alone. The number of my people-friends has not increased, but I made friends with the plants and birds. I know each individual tree more now. As I walk, they rustle, and I walk in my home. https://t.co/Uq70navvMp

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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The professors are. They are cute, kind-hearted, and sincere. I feel less love for the students. I suppose I have not felt them be kind to me, in an abstract sort of way. I feel they would judge me, and still feel insecure, and still want their respect in a certain way.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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“Maybe if I leave, I can convince myself I have changed. More than I have.”

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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I am not changed. Though I have glimpsed a different way. May I continue to be a crazy mfer who lives a life he wants. I really can.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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Moving boxes to a new apartment at 3am. Thank you, Twitter. (For what?) Listening. https://t.co/8kDsWSf5Z1

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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Not listening. Not caring about any individual thought. Letting me sense it out. How could I know what I want till I sensed it out. https://t.co/qk2k2SqooO

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

Something @nosilverv said that stuck with me: The point of a thought isn’t a thought. It’s to get to the next one.

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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A weekly base. I can do this. Party up times. Funk lights, chill vibes, and Friday night adventures return. https://t.co/NWzJLGTAqp

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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

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keywords: L

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