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yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

I don’t know why I found a sense of home and deny it. https://t.co/CJQvmMBiZZ

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

Part of me feels at home with this crowd, the music. This crowd of spiritual-neurotics swaying. Talking about things real to me. Yet I feel the need to dismiss them.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

Do I throw hippies under the bus because I throw that part of myself under the bus? https://t.co/qJpsmNTUdj

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

It’s so weird to treat all my impulses to procrastinate as legitimate and valid. Can’t throw my system under the bus, even if it’s not where I want it to be.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

I remember feeling this way before . . . Synergy, a Marxist-intellectual semi-nudist vegan cooperative I lived on. It felt so right, the idea of it. Yet I didn’t feel home.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

It was not the season for me. Going back, I may be welcome now, but then? I wasn’t as much of a real person, I was embarrassed, I couldn’t feel accepted or safe. There still wasn’t part of me I’d accepted.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

What part still feels important to posture? I do not wish to force it open anymore. I have already arrived. I am here. I am where I am. https://t.co/UBTfiKUj6f

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

It’s cruel to force people’s hands to “let go” when their system considers it important in some way to keep it closed.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

Where I am is the idea of this festival feels home and I would still not be at home. I’m not at home at the place, but I’m learning to be a bit more at home with myself. https://t.co/6BK4yKtPIh

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

I am a lucky man that I have the best bf in the world, and it’s me. https://t.co/6oVyAixNpp

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

Noticing how much of my stance is anti-solving the problem. Have I considered just solving the problem? 3 months ago, I’d be whipping the IFS, Coherence Therapy, meditation out. You know what? They’d work too.

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

There’s something about no-problem too, though, that felt important to practice, and that’s where I am. https://t.co/OK0zKOuRhM

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

if having problems is a not a problem, then are no problems. few know this. https://t.co/4jCT4Znqmw

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3/27/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• almost 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

compare: a song i actually feel safe with not trying to feel safe not should feel safe just do https://t.co/PrVluY9EAD

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• about 4 years ago

[speak from your heart, yatharth] [what’s up?] I feel welcomed & supported by this music now. I feel it internally. Like an ally. This music is me. It supports me. I call on it and trust it as part of my system, because I know it likes me. https://t.co/WjaLrcV7TG

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11/5/2021

yatharth ༺༒༻@AskYatharth• over 4 years ago

Replying to @AskYatharth

keywords: being, not solving, meditation, non-doing, effortlessness, feminine wisdom, no problem

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3/29/2021