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Before, I could only optimise. The world was this series of resources to have to align right. Now I know what it’s like to care. To care that the earth is sweet and nuts are tangy. To care about the people I love and care about being loved.
Caring about her does not mean not caring about being loved by her. It just means being able to hold on to both, with sincerity [gulp], without letting my heart grow dark. https://t.co/ZtWiIjdCIj
I wanted to love and be awake for it. Every time I thought of ⍰⍰⍰⍰, I asked if that the relationship I wanted to have with her, or with myself. @Malcolm_Ocean @pragueyerrr @maybegray are building the pieces towards a non-naïve love. https://t.co/7UKsD7fgLl
Sometimes I think we are so afraid to want to be loved by someone who does not love us back that we bundle it up into feeling of love. No. Mutual, stable love is the foundation for a relationship, yes, but not necessary for love. https://t.co/c8ELjQolP8