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The part of me objecting to discipline is that it kept me in a coercive, entrapped state for a long time. I wasn’t playing life by my terms. https://t.co/WRsm6FC0If
I had to break free from what other NPCs wanted first. https://t.co/A9ikV3AE72
Something to hurl you into that mindset and get you a glimpse if you aren’t already there. ⚠️ Warning: it won’t stick unless you integrate the objecting parts first. https://t.co/Br7NItaLCE
If you don’t have the discipline to treat each and every part of your system as coherent and sacred . . . what are you even doing? Go do that first. It starts in the next couple seconds respecting whatever thoughts and feelings come up reading this post. https://t.co/58vyqE5hxn
The Emotional TRUTH of the situation. The KNOWING of my dissonance. The ALREADY EXISTING nature of my feelings. The bringing to light the POSITION I am already in, conscious or not. The disgusting FELT EXPERIENCE of the world even if it doesn’t feel right. All these make me.
@AskYatharth A few mins after I had this insight myself a few months ago, I was talking to myself and then I trailed off with "...or whatever the hell I was saying" then I was suddenly like "NO! Not whatever the hell. That thought is sacred even if I choose not to follow it further."