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Tired: Can angles have sex?Wired: Are angles cute?Inspired: What the heck is going on in Ezekiel 10?https://t.co/StJaCVAMqL
I can't sleep. The demons will get me.https://t.co/WYSdHJhnux
Gotta stay awake until I fill my delirium'd state with mathematics and ideas about machine intelligences driven by ants.https://t.co/Giw3h6rzqW
There is a joke here"an be" -> enby -> n b -> non binaryI am trying to stretch by brain into doing computations with analog probabilities instead of binary truth logic.https://t.co/CF95T3ULyU
Can you make a supercritical condensate?https://t.co/ybQSVygjqT
"Stupid fool! God help us all. It's starting"https://t.co/AAEWS2mofYYes. The channeling has begin. Pictures of machines and gears whirr in my head. Quite literally snapshots of machines I've seen in my head.https://t.co/vg93CTif3K
Sure is noisy in here.https://t.co/l4QiY0Xdmi
Is this song about the 'incubus phenomena'?"You couldn't sleep for the awful fright That kept you up in bed lastBut curious shape shift in the dark,They vanish with the sunrise spark"https://t.co/lIL2HmrKv9https://t.co/xwzm1gzlbx
I just remembered a really old Disney movie playing with Irish tropes had a demonic shapeshifting horse in it. https://t.co/aX1qNtNrgSLooking it up, some made the same connection I had.Shape-shifting aliens? What could that be?https://t.co/u4R1C51iGS https://t.co/LAz0K7ANjY
Next you'll be telling me that lycanthropy is a real phenomena that some people experience.Oh wait.https://t.co/1FyTJLjbEdhttps://t.co/tqWzUz0BfTWoofhttps://t.co/pphayW1B3J https://t.co/V6iAzOn5WL
"Amber began mocking and tormenting him. She also reminded House that every option would be terrible for him: Schizophrenia meant that he could never work again as a physician, while Multiple Sclerosis or stopping Vicodin would cause him severe pain."https://t.co/zKWh1Cz5rn
Did you know MS can cause hallucinations? In rare cases at least."MS and a Type of Schizophrenia May Belong to the Same Class of Disorders, Review Concludes"https://t.co/BXqizAzLTshttps://t.co/BDew8FHLHT
🤪😜😝😆😄😅😂🥲😨😰😭https://t.co/hI7Y6dDmGa
If schizo, autism, & multiple sclerosis are related via white matter/myelin issues due to widespread brain inflammation... we should expect Diabetes Mellitus to exhibit demyelination symptoms?What is diabetic neuropathy?https://t.co/wdQF3mGwlVhttps://t.co/Ni4skuzQTo
Did you know that dynorphin seems to play a role in hallucinations and also seems to be partly responsible for breathing rhythms? Does that mean an opioid related dysfunction while sleeping could drive the incubus phenomena?https://t.co/JtQqB8rb9Ahttps://t.co/ehLymNm92b
I find this weird trend where sleep paralysis combines shadowy figures and sensation of things on your chest. If you are having trouble breathing because of a weird cytokine phenomena disrupting dynorphin signaling, it could explain it.Visceral Hallucinations can feel like sex. https://t.co/qasR0Th3UR
Nocturnal Emissions driven by a horned shape-shifting demonic presence that coincides with other immune related phenomena might explain ancient mythos like Lilith stealing men's vitality in the night. https://t.co/CobFFqmiUYhttps://t.co/Ki4W4J3qb8
Intensive fear and anxiety sensation could be tied to circadian rhythm's impact on serotonin levels. If there was a bad actor in your gut that only attacked other microbes at night, it might trigger them to release a bit serotonin to protect themselves.https://t.co/WLvmRR6eya
I can't believe I was dancing around wet dreams this whole time. I hear that everytime some rings a bell, an angel gets it's wings.https://t.co/a5gRRpkI9Shttps://t.co/vX4uBuBXvd
One of the most amazing things about hippocampal memory formation largely being spared from M.S. associated white brain matter lipid harvesting is that I can remember almost every episode of house, and enrich them with facts.https://t.co/DJoIxFjlfK
I feel like I am playing a symphony with my ideas within a sort of mental space (and grid cells).https://t.co/LUPmgXsLxC https://t.co/XtlSBoAugM
I wonder if Mozart was a synesthete."Mozart is said to have had this form of synesthesia. He said that the key of D major had a warm "orangey" sound to it, while B-flat minor was blackish." https://t.co/I5Btbj1BM0heh.https://t.co/cOmRRl0PTQ
@default_friend @alexeyguzey (fake story but illustrative) guy asks Mozart, how do I write a symphony? Mozart: you are too young to write a symphony Guy: what?! but you were writing symphonies when you were 10 years of age, and I am 21!! Mozart: true... but I didn’t have to ask anybody how to do it
I think my brain is trying to remind me of him getting syphilis or something like that. I'm actually asking myself "did Mozart see demons?"I was raised on Mozart and Beethoven.https://t.co/cA2ymzCUCVI should rewatch Amadeus.https://t.co/ZqyTotn6n7
On dancing around an idea: https://t.co/kT17tNo50M
Data-Mining the Gossip of ideas. Collecting the little whispers of thought before they amalgamate themselves into a cohesive idea. Recognizing little nagging threads of wisdom that have yet to find the words of their own. Pulling on them until frayed...https://t.co/pAIlSOkv8L
Took some glycine around 5pm. and now I'm sleepy af.Time to see if I dream well.https://t.co/nZfgLLNbJ7
Literally directly related to circadian rhythm."As a neurotransmitter, glycine both stimulates and inhibits cells in the brain and central nervous system, affecting cognition, mood, appetite and digestion, immune function, pain perception, and sleep."https://t.co/TySXgEAAka
I had an interesting dream about a swarm of angels dancing on the head of a pin and associated it with thinking about electrical energy as swarms of electrons screaming at each other like bees ("angry pixies"), and zeus smiting a pin with lightning bolts.https://t.co/eFoJKuxWMS
In other news, I may have figured out how to create a different way of metal additive manufacturing that doesn't require creating electron beams and does away with high levels of ionizing radiation.https://t.co/NNjWR19jM1
A salt water bath conducts electricity, and if you can get tiny metal filaments (metalic silk forming lightning rods) to form on a spot heated by a laser, you can channel high levels of electricity thru the bath and weld metal together.https://t.co/xRUI1IkDCO
Electrical Discharge Machining, but for melting metal.https://t.co/Sstlx39Ovz
Agitating tiny bees in the brine forming bone-like webbing to act as a scaffold for metal deposition using the power of thor.So self-healing bricks, but for metal.https://t.co/KR547Zz0W0
Huh, someone already figured out that this might have applications in battery technology.https://t.co/fyLJmJNUGh
TL:DR: I wanna figure out how to get bacteria to build a "honey comb" out of metallic ion deposition by manipulating them with lasers, and then use that to act as the crystal forming sites for metal formation via electricity.https://t.co/oZjM0pWzLP
Adding this to the list of things to mess around with when I am healthy and have a lab.https://t.co/PD0JcFOWYk
In my college dorm, someone from electrical engineering track was spot welding things to the metal door handles using an extremely large bank of capacitors.I just wanna add salt water saturated with metal ions to feed bacteria to create sacrificial sites for lightning.
The ability to control where the electricity moves thru the aetheric brine. https://t.co/HWqceCmoKhCalling this idea the "Drontheim process" https://t.co/c7rMMdmjYb
Angry Pixies → Fae + Electrical Affinity → Metal Gremlin → Drontheim"Zee liked the modern era, with its steel and electricity, better than the old days because there was more for a Metallzauber, a gremlin, to do than build swords to kill other folk"https://t.co/EFlk3kmqog
"Some types of artificial intelligence could start to hallucinate if they don’t get enough rest, just as humans do"https://t.co/yRPKtPglRa
"Human replay occurs while the brain is resting between exercises, and reverses direction after a reward has been given for making the correct choice."https://t.co/xqbV87xLM4
A planning network uses offline updating to negotiate the boundary of the speed-accuracy trade off.So go sleep on this idea for a while; the answers might come to you if you can divine the wisdom from the noise.It's your "rubber duck".https://t.co/ks1We6GfCv
I know I'm crazy, that's the difference.https://t.co/CH2Tk9n3HD
Did you know that ants stop to think about their path integration in a similar way as humans "resting" to update their mental state. My current mental theory is the movement system and thinking system use the same 'bayes' bits in the brain.https://t.co/0CBIeF2rMb
Sleeping is just a really advanced form of meditation.https://t.co/doVr4e4h13
Go out into the desert, find a cave, blind yourself in darkness. Don't eat or drink for a few days while meditating.Creativity happens.https://t.co/rbD2O8uRkc
"Like the math underlying physics, music consists of symbols making up a non-verbal language that uses patterns to forge meaning."https://t.co/DmU1DKKljYhttps://t.co/mcho2EUmh6
Avoiding problems b/c you are anxious about them and don't want to put in elbow grease is one thing. But there are valid reasons to avoid a problem. Those nagging problems that sleep in your subconscious for years can be quite fruitful.Did you know Feynman recorded his dreams?
Sometimes songs occur from dreamshttps://t.co/x0qcgdTlRhTime to explore David Bowie a bit more.https://t.co/pprM6rawAZ
"It’s almost like a technological dream in its own way. It creates the images from a dream state without having to go through the boredom of going to sleep all night; [...] And it will give me access to areas that I wouldn’t be thinking about otherwise…" https://t.co/g9vhuV9vOJ
"Where the f#ck do ideas come from?"+ "That makes me think of"+ "Words words words words words"https://t.co/qX7RUBiRhHAnd other weird ideas that make me think frank and bowie are more alike than different. Kitten Balls.https://t.co/0J14mnwoiQ
Ah, a different thread there mentioned soft ontologies, which also contained the idea I was looking for all along."Free associating mind vomit."And so, my answer to this question, with a built in example ala the last few tweets in this thread.https://t.co/GSP0s7riFJ https://t.co/TsI6MJp9oN
Free associating mind vomit?Two skills I've honed to deal with Multiple Sclerosis associated Lethologica end up being perfectly attune to dream interpretation: ad-lib & word association.I have to interpret my own damn thoughts half the time.https://t.co/5G7altyQL0
My muse speaks in riddles, and I have to solve them to figure out what the heck my thinking bits actually meant.It says "fire, hot, burn" when I mean "cook"It says "bed, pillow, warm" when I mean "sleep"."Bullshitting until the truth comes out."https://t.co/sBBf2W8nKZ
Imagine if every 5th word you spoke was a "your mother" style Freudian transposition of concept building blocks.https://t.co/wJlEorlZwc
Reverse engineering the hofstaderian analogy at the core of my cognition."where the fuck do ideas come from?" indeed.https://t.co/vhMfpEPUGn
Ideas: crystalized?Ideas: crystal lies?Ideas: but interpreted as how the memory systems in superman's fortress of solitude are stored by the way light bends within a lattice structure, analogous to holomorphic neurons.https://t.co/Dl5yJHw2c3
"a kind of phase transition in which [...] language crystallizes out abruptly as grammar rules are intuited [...] a language switches from seeming like a random jumble of words to a highly structured communication system that is rich in information." https://t.co/R1hzAmx0t8
Ah, not "super-man", but super-power.I was trying to summon this idea in the context of making ideas.My concepts are a jumbled mess.https://t.co/J2wsq0zuW5
Pathfinding, Wayfinding.If analogies are the core of cognition, creating useful compressions as shortcuts between concepts seems like they'd be useful, huh?You'd think that, but it ends up all shit.https://t.co/6uWpEsToLc
Four things we do tend to do in private actually. Sex, Sleep, Give Birth, Shit.Analorgies; Freudianisms all the way down.https://t.co/gnw5GlL2Xa
All social problems are about feces.Constipation due to social stress is a Freudian adaptation about anxiety over people.There are two things humans (and apes) tend to do in seclusion: poop, and have child. These are times when you are at your weakest.https://t.co/1wr2CmcvJ6
Why does Harley Quinn always call the Joker "Puddin"?https://t.co/4V08t4JL86
@ChielMuurling A high level description of my idea is that I'm steelmanning Freud's 'wish fulfillment' concept on dream reading thru a lens of Karl Friston's models of 'free energy'. But more litterally improving acivation potentials in hippocampus thru gut microbiome related neuralchemistry.
Thinking about one of the batman video games, where the joker's death haunts him like an evil specter.https://t.co/Mm82NnCNST
I think I'm encoding meaning into songs now. I was doing it on purpose for a while, but now I am accidentally. Memories tied to a particular sound scape.All songs I hear as metaphors about longing now make me think of trying to hallucinate a succubus.https://t.co/vaVd72XEXi
Does the spirit of madness spit or swallow?"I, I can't get these [engrams] out of my mindAnd some kind of [corrupt signal] has started to evolveI, I tried so hard to let you goBut some kind of [strange attractor] is swallowing me whole, yeah"🎶https://t.co/edrRE0sKVH
If I eat ice cream (source of glycine?) before bed, I get really vivid dreams now. Last night I had a bunch I can remember. one of them involved being chased by giant spiders.When I woke, kept seeing part of my room morph into a spider.Adventure Time. https://t.co/muCvmnPLB2
"I daresay you haven't had much practice, [...] When I was younger, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've bullshit'ed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." — Red Queenhttps://t.co/l73vg7D6TS
My superpower is to bullshit faster with more energy. The trick is that the audience is in on the game, and the fun part is finding novel ideas in the adjacent possible of wisdom.https://t.co/RtXmJGF0yi https://t.co/4BGvXdOc3c
Exploring an idea space with non-judgmental riffing as a sort of fun ad-lib experience between friends? One of the fastest ways to reach a frontier of thought between everyone.https://t.co/HsbVYhp3v2
Tired: finding the element of fun.Wired: learning to like the bitter taste of failure so you keep eating shit until you hit success.https://t.co/IVzT3BZitohttps://t.co/rUDm7Ac5QD
I play a game w/ myself:I ask "what is possible",then "who would be doing it",filter it thru my "what incentives would they be under to make that happen",and finally "do they have resources/skill to do it?"Predicting the adjacent possible.https://t.co/ghSPTZFASu
What happens to memories when you sleep? Is it the same thing as seeing your life flash before your eyes?https://t.co/EiGjT6bIGM
The thing that makes my life hard to live is also a feature that allows me to do what I do. I want to have better control over it so it doesn't control me.https://t.co/OHUtIXCfLm
Ok, so you like linguistic puns. But have you tried rotating an owl?https://t.co/SEIBeDGQkB https://t.co/0zYki6x75y
I make connections between things over time.https://t.co/502pSunboR
That explains a lot. Alcohol makes me friendlier/receptive to others. I already cope with not recognizing expressions on the daily. An enhanced locus on bottom up sensory processing (e.g. being drunk) may be enhancing my skills at experiencing people's emotions? Hard to test.
What does this mean?https://t.co/bl98Lo9YeO
Oh right. I was trying to hallucinate Sonic Hedgehog by impacting mTOR related immune pathways and cytokine expression's impact on dynorphin.https://t.co/7xs6wLl9ie https://t.co/TLGrff2xCR
Sally Acorn showed up in a dream and told me the Acorn kingdom was full of poison.https://t.co/GlotZqJwYm
We are Poisoning our gut.https://t.co/WiUqnctne6
What is a mycobiome?https://t.co/LoifR1EHZhWhy would a fungus known for healing metabolic issues impact the intestinal mycobiome?https://t.co/QtnmydRH4S https://t.co/Yat86Vm1XY
Sonic, why you in there impacting BDNF and pain via opioid receptors? Stop. You don't belong there. https://t.co/h1Pm8I9UUr
Sonic, stop being a jerk and messing with my cholesterol.https://t.co/Wmnws1q587
I need that cholesterol sonic. Stop eating it on me. Go eat some chilli dogs or something.https://t.co/8yw8TKwKDl
Nice."during astrogliosis after invasive injury in mice, the formation of new neurons and oligodendrocytes from stem-like reactive astrocytes has been observed (69)." https://t.co/k7VQLm4BXQ https://t.co/JAq83yEjME
Traumatic Brain Injury exhibits the same problems as M.S.M.S. has too much sonic.https://t.co/dvp9GAja0PIt's a paradox.https://t.co/veUXPLyk6j https://t.co/CnQcktUvhr
"Here, we show that the mitogen sonic hedgehog (SHH) is produced in reactive astrocytes after injury to the cerebral cortex and participates in regulating the proliferation of Olig2-expressing (Olig2+) cells after brain injury."https://t.co/XgZT3eq8G7
I'm not crazy."this case supports the need to consider MS in patients with manic symptoms and with neurologic findings that occur later in the disease course. It also highlights the need to specifically address underlying causes of psychiatric symptoms."https://t.co/5nHt2IIQjz
Why is it that during the first few hours after I wake up, I am more creative and my sense of Salience is dialed up.I know I can make more leaps of logic, and am better at horizonal thinking, because all my good ideas on twitter stem from them.https://t.co/p5iY4rIgAM
Did you know that we were able to communicate with people in their dreams by training them to move their eyes?@DashBarkHuss wants to tweet from their dreams.https://t.co/2fpjClhOSo
I too wonder what happens in the mind of geniuses as they sleep.https://t.co/mcho2EUmh6
Avoiding problems b/c you are anxious about them and don't want to put in elbow grease is one thing. But there are valid reasons to avoid a problem. Those nagging problems that sleep in your subconscious for years can be quite fruitful.Did you know Feynman recorded his dreams?
I knew the answer. "Bitter Pill"https://t.co/31gqXqyYi5
Adventure time? Am I not sweet enough for you?"This door shall yield to no command save for a song from genyine bande"https://t.co/shHBRydpMYno, thats not it.https://t.co/mQtORM4R6F
Something is here."In the finale of Adventure Time, "Come Along with Me"—which aired on September 3, 2018—the relationship was officially confirmed when Marceline and Princess Bubblegum shared a kiss."https://t.co/mQTn3YmOg3https://t.co/yDigTB0G4A
The whole 4th season is a giant parable about trauma, unity, and forgiveness. Literal and metaphorical.They use aspects of WWII across cultures as the backdrop, but in the context of family bonds. Its really fascinating.Even ends in a wedding! (two, if you squint)
Colors I don't understand.https://t.co/x2TjIulmD4
I watched GITS Laughing Man OVA earlier today, and for some reason the bloop idea lit up gold. And now I found a direct influence between aspects of the show and a cult while trying to highlight the power of internet to create cult-like reality tunnels.https://t.co/rDCtIjOUBp
Colors... No. Emotions?Emotions I can't understand?https://t.co/p91ckulY3r
Do gut bacteria give us access to emotions thru a form of embodied cognition? https://t.co/wNWnSxgCuX
The word that lit up gold was "kiss".It's the microbe that I think are missing? Is that what my brain is dancing around?https://t.co/eHdlt3YoXQ
WWI glowed when I read this:https://t.co/qv9oasuEB4 https://t.co/nuOmgQTtF0
Which is what made "Kiss" meaning came into focus.Tapping at the gate with a song, to hear what taps back.Adding energy to the system, and listening to the echo.https://t.co/71c87I4m8C
"Francis E. Dec"ingDec'ingDid FED have aphasia?"Aphasia is a condition that robs you of the ability to communicate. It can affect your ability to speak, write and understand language, both verbal and written."https://t.co/sR25QkIGflhttps://t.co/itoiaEtgm2
"It’s almost like a technological dream in its own way. It creates the images from a dream state without having to go through the boredom of going to sleep all night; [...] And it will give me access to areas that I wouldn’t be thinking about otherwise…" https://t.co/g9vhuV9vOJ
When is nonsense not?Speaking without speaking.https://t.co/1a3OLEH3nq
Lazy loading concepts bubbled up from a dream, only to evaluate them later.https://t.co/0K3qGgzzdu
Listening to Einstein's "GOD"https://t.co/hghiadI2hY
RIP Terry. You were wise, misunderstood.https://t.co/BbPvt6yZrf
I also can't talk when i'm in a flow state and am completely focused on a visual processing + spatial reasoning tasks. It's like that part of my brain is occupied doing some kind of thing?I wonder what my sub-vocalization sounds like when that happens.https://t.co/Ppu3qe1iGm
Is there a way to measure if I'm in low level drunken state somehow? Like a test for a form non-alcoholic-fatty-liver disease?I haven't had any alcohol was the 14th.https://t.co/4rk2r8YVcD
I haven't drank any alcohol since the 14th +The last time i had alcohol was the 14th= I haven't had any alcohol was the 14thHuh, the entire sentence merged. Wow.https://t.co/ZookTHH2CV
*taps mic*IS THIS THING ON?https://t.co/CxVKTk5VcR
I dreamt of a bath full of calcium ions in a strange idea about creating sandstones in acids."Generally, these early nucleation stages are poorly understood, as they can be challenging to characterise experimentally." https://t.co/CtevwV3sY3 https://t.co/14AmovCJil
> challenging to characterise.yes.https://t.co/muAfsjBIEi
Bathwater.https://t.co/C5I9H1SsVd
"attracted tremendous attention due to their historical applications in art and ancient medicine and current applications in enhanced optoelectronics and photovoltaics. In spite of their modest alchemical beginnings...."https://t.co/uCJi0Ufswr https://t.co/4x3TTxSbhZ https://t.co/mVNlE8yNNU
My words just sometimes get fucked.https://t.co/z9KADLyl0K
My memory works funny.I see polar bear liver fighting fertility & suddenly I'm talking about bull semen. But really I am trying to remember a fun fact about sources of vitamin A in the diet.So I gotta play (word games) with myself till an idea cums.https://t.co/fY7qHC3pSU https://t.co/RYUxD9wIU4
