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Ok, so, as promised, already talked abit about this in an earlier thread but here's some more: https://t.co/wbZhe7fT0k
How? Your grace is maintained via coercion and virtual machines. It's a self-management systems and it's a very social vision of what grace is. It's bullshit and self-deception instrumental for other-deception. Letting go of it, doing what you want, feels like a fall from grace
You coerce yourself away from doing directly what you want because you interojected excessive imagined socialization. You need to embody your DEVILISH desires so as to temper and grow them up.
The active doing mechanism is for coercing others and/or for saying NO to ideas generated. But you are exapting it to make it say no to everything but the thing you "decided" which is why you feel so coerced. You've overtaken the judging mechanism and it can't compute.
This is why, even though you feel bad, you're never surprised by your actions, they're all "according to plan", they've all been pre-decided. There is corruption in how the judger and the generator are relating: the game is rigged.
It's stupid to act from the feedback mechanism instead of the action generator and its fucking you up! https://t.co/Xxxalw4CZy
You DON'T HAVE TO do what you don't want just because it '''makes sense''' and DON'T HAVE TO NOT DO IT just because it doesn't https://t.co/4ZE1JqhoLB
Look at your relationships > Gottman says most couples *are* dating their shadows (not sure if he uses that terminology specifically). We can’t resolve it in ourselves so we look for someone with corresponding damage, and try to fix it in them. what have you been trying to fix
You're SICK of doing what you don't want and of compromising your values, you are lacking in COURAGE. this is ok paying too much attention to your mind, your physical integrity, how things ought to be done, what makes sense…