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Hazard@natural_hazard• about 5 years ago

confession: I can barely stand nerdy aspie types irl I feel deeply and vaguely bad about this

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Hazard@natural_hazard• about 5 years ago
Replying to @natural_hazard

this has to do with havingdeveloped a personality that leveraged a very specific brand of "weird" to get admiration and recognition. My "weird" is really just being cool in an unorthodox way, and it feels threatened by ACTUAL weirdos (threatened as in people will make fun of me)

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Hazard@natural_hazard• about 5 years ago
Replying to @natural_hazard

yeah, irl if any of your nerdy/aspie/weirdo traits lead to whiffs of social awkwardness, I find myself suddenly and intensely interested in being anywhere else

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Hazard@natural_hazard• about 5 years ago
Replying to @natural_hazard

small moment of appreciation for being in touch withsocial senses.... But also damn, I guess this means I'm still controlled by fear of rejection a lot. I'm scared of not fitting in, and feel waves if cringe aversion to certain people I could maybe have a fun time with

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