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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago

Several years ago I had this dream where I was in some sort of alternate universe that was collapsing, and I had this really vivid image of a close friend evaporating away, saying “remember us”, and I promised I would. I still think about it often

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
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I think to me it’s a metaphor for the special world, the world beyond the ordinary world. It’s a metaphor for childhood, for play, for exploration, for creativity And right now, I feel like my memory of the magical time I had in SF is beginning to fade. The dream is collapsing https://t.co/cWuunEXA8h

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
Replying to @visakanv

I think I’m feeling anxious because I’m physically tired and I’m worried I will forget. I have a lot of review & reflection to do to integrate everything I learned from the special world into my ordinary life. I have some cues & totems but it’s not enough https://t.co/3ZnsiStXIF

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago

I think I have pretty good fridge magnet + memorabilia game https://t.co/ceGTW8flKF

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
Replying to @visakanv

I’m planning to get my first tattoo to commemorate and celebrate that moment. I’ve wanted tattoos for over a decade but could never find anything meaningful enough, anything powerful enough to pull me back into the special world https://t.co/G4SbovQRYB

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
Replying to @visakanv

But thinking on it more, I have no reason to be anxious. I took lots of notes. I’m in touch with lots of friends. I do have a working memory, even if it’s imperfect. And I have been fundamentally changed by my experience. I just need to drink some coffee, shower & get to writing https://t.co/DAlwaQ08nU

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
Replying to @visakanv

We are all here https://t.co/E67Ql2N0nX

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvabout 7 years ago

I remember sitting here, at 17, drunk and depressed, thinking that the world in front of me was too beautiful for me to feel the way I felt inside (at the time) https://t.co/FU5dRavlXk

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago
Replying to @visakanv

We are all here https://t.co/VK4gbtEAmD

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Visakan Veerasamy@visakanvover 6 years ago

I’m really just sitting here feeling thankful and grateful for everything and everyone that has brought me to this very moment. I love all of you so much. Existence is wild and I’m glad I get to share it with you. ❤️ https://t.co/x7xwBYpE0A

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